yay...done the jian bao already... but write until v. messy... bren onli need 2 copy out... [hee i am so proud of myself~]...still got chem hafen do yet...i shall do later la... feeling a bit slpy already...but 2ml got no chem...mayb i do 2ml la... still got bio... i feel bad if dun do leh...mayb i look thru n do a bit later la...

2ml muz pay so much things k...12 bucks 4 claz fund...17 bucks 4 claz t...so ex lor...n 18 bucks 4 my windbreaker...okie i am so broke la... oh ya my money finalli cums in 2ml...good... [aim: left at least 200 in my acc. by the end of the mth...]...

[the aircon is sooo cold...burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr]


okie...1st dae of sch... got a new classrm..juz tat ours r not airconed...while the rest of the sch's r... sch was not bad... quite fun...

daydreamt during chem 2dae... den ss got tis new tcher...den separate our class in half 4 ss....hee i following gary tan...he roxx man... during ss let us use com...den he saw ppl reading blog..den started telling us abt blogs...abt mrs siah...mrs lee n he read them b4... n they were thinking whether 2 let the dm read... [okie..i am gifing myself 1 wk 2 shou shi xin qing 4 sch..]

was a bit slpy during sch...cldn't slp last nite...lied in bed frm 2230 to 2330... still cldn't slp... oh wait..in btwn i toked on the fone 4 like 15mins...n was msging a bit but gaf up replying in the end...

still cldn't slp...cannot stand it...sat up on my bed...turn on the lights n stared ard...den replied the last msg...n ended up crapping through all the way 2 like...130?

den after sch went 2 c doc...wasted my 18 bucks 4 like one piece of declaration form frm the doc....

juz finished my amaths...got quite a lot of work 2 finish up leh... din even do my bio essays yet..oh no...haha muz b like da like tat...do the bio work 4 candy...

oh ya and tis wed prefect's investiture...all sec 3s muz go...n i am gonna miss my vocal lesson [again...]... n funnie dunno y out of all ppl yz is going...

okie i shall not waste time...shall blog later la...


okie...finalli got everything done...

phew...stayed at home til 7...den dragged all my stuff back 2 boarding...

++quarantine dae 1++

sweeped the sick bay...

unpacked n took stuff down frm my rm... took me like one whole hr... ironed my sch u...n realized tat home was much betta... miss home like hell... but nvm la...i will survive tis...[wateva..]

shit dorai is gonna kill me la...my printers juz wan 2 rebel me n dun wan 2 print my stuff...argh...n ya la i got a lot of hw nv do... dun realli bother la... wait til sch reopen 2ml den say...

miss home...miss dad...miss dad's food...miss my cushion...miss the tv...miss my piano...miss singing out loud n no one even cares...

now my bio txtbk is sitting in my lab...[wow like i am even reading it...]

finalli got the energy song downloaded...wahahaha...thinking of jw n jo's dance i wanna LAUGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!


okie...din blog yesterdae...recap of yesterdae... i celebrated my bdae... had vermicelli 4 lunch...my father say its tradition ah...den bro came home... den watched tv until fell aslp... n my bro is a freaking asshole kept on chao-ing me until i cannot slp...

finalli n reluctantly got up at 1730 n went 2 wtc or harborfront center 4 buffet dinner...planned 2 eat n still can cum back 4 edison n twins in j8... den we ate n ate lar...until abt 8 we were abt 2 cum back already n my freaking bro suddenly wan 2 eat summmore n go n call 4 more food lor...i was pissed off like hell 4 the rest of the trip home...until i got yz's msg say edison doesn't look nice den i felt a bit betta...

den watch liang po po w/ dad...totalli lame n 2pid show...wan 2 throw my cushion at the tv already...yuck...

haha one more wk 2 15...


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din get 2 watch star search in the end...coz got scolded by dad 4 not studying n he made me turn off the tv..

great..now dad doesn't allow me 2 go back 2 ri on sun... but i dun care i am gonna go back...he cant stop me...

den i went 2 do maths... good.. at least i did sumthing... i wun feel so bad 2dae... realized tat i actualli noe how 2 do everything...it's juz tat i dun bother 2 do it coz i think tat i wun b able 2 do them...

still looking 4 a clownfish...[where can i fish one!!!???]


2 tired 2 blog yesterdae...

hmm..lemme c...okie...went 2 sentosa... supposed 2 leave at 11 but leave at 12...took a realli long time searching 4 the shangri-la bus n everything... reached sentosa at 2++...den waited 4 auntie 2 check in...but cldn't get a rm yet...so me n dz bishi bashi in the arcade..den went 2 the beach...sat there... tok tok...played with sand...played w/ cards...did the love fortune thing...all quite accurate...except 4 yz's one... which is Q hearts, 2 clubs, A hearts, K spades, A spades, 9 hearts... which interprets 2 b tat both of us dunno wat we want n he likes me a bit...[wat crap]

den we walked 2 the monorail station... took one whole rd ard the island...[so fun k!!]..den got auntie's call...n heidi joined us..den went 2 the rm 2 put down our stuff...wanted 2 swim...but dz had her period n heidi dunno how 2 swim.... so we walked ard the beach again... den heidi tok tok tok abt her orientation...

n dz is the funniest la...heidi say 2 bad got no cute guys...den i said got no chio bus also... den heidi said...got...got 3...[meaning the 3 of us]...den i went like erpz... n dz kept asking where... me n heidi laugh n laugh...

den took monorail [again] 2 ferry terminal 2 find atm...den they din haf posb atm...after tat had dinner... ate bk... n went 2 musical fountain 2 watch the show... the place was sooooooo nice k!!! romantic like dunno wat... the lights n the path ways were soooo nice... n the merlion is juz freaky 2 hell...

after tat went hotel n get our stuff.. n heidi's collegue drove us out 2 parkmall...den took cab there...reached home at 11...

got scolded by dad like dunno wat...felt so guilty...

aniwayz..star search nw...

[i am so shit i need 2 mug!!]



oh yar... n ed told me tat the rj ppl were teasing me n peter...like again... this is juz sooo sad lar...it's been 2 yrs already lor...[HISTORY]

he said a lot of ppl were watch tv in games rm 2gether...den peter commented tat the actress was chio... den the rj ppl went like... aiyah...not as chio as konglam...

den peter said tat the girl on tv had good figure...den they said... i think kl betta...

n they said peter dreamt of me n called my name during his slp...

like........ wat crap.......... morrison ppl r 4eva juz so free they got nothing betta 2 do.......


went 2 world book fair 2dae...dun even haf eng bks..n it's not even world-ly... at least dad bought a book..din exactly waste my trip...

den went carrefour...bot sum stuff...n came home...

did lit...but still not completed...actualli i dun realli care...

i am celebrating my bdae earli w/ dad n bro... on sat i think...

2ml going 2 sentosa...yay~ i wan 2 go kayaking!!! miss obs...............haizzzzz

[|=]


edward chan: u deliberately want to get me into trouble rite!!!??? keep miss calling!! summore call my hse!!! u juz want me 2 die la n wan my father 2 think u r my boifren rite!!!

yay my dad totalli rawkssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he got me tix 2 the wedding banquet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yup 2dae finalli finish revising my chinese with my dad...sucks man...luckily the last few chpts were quite simple...

watched how 2 lose a guy in 10 daes...like...finalli... bot the dvd 4 so long nv even bothered 2 touch it...kate hudson is sooo pretty!! n she's got dazzling smile....

gonna watch red dragon lata...

so freaked out by silence of the lambs on sun n hannibal yesterdae k...yuck lor... n the show..muz use brain 2 watch one..


ok i love my husband 2 bits!!! he rocks!!!!


i stayed at home the whole dae..again... great... now i am a quarantine-ian-in-training...preparing 4 my 10daes...great...

did chinese revision w/ dad the whole afternoon...was sooo fed up n irritated w/ him... keep on saying my chinese sux... yar lar i noe it sux..dun need u 2 keep telling me....argh...

changed fone w/ dad...gonna exchange 4 3 mths.. tot was quite cool...but now i feel like changing it back....okie i will change it b4 he goes...shall haf the fun of it 4 a few daes...

watched the peacemaker juz now... seeing nicole kidman reminds me of munyuk...wahaha...cz she was sooo irritated w/ nicole kidman...how can she b so chio so classy so rich n so tall...wahahahaha..

juz toked 2 my husband n ed...conference... was so 2pid..ed complained tat my darling hung up on him...n my darling complained tat ed hung up on him... so 2pid... [=no comments abt them=]

i want school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay thurs going sentosa...(=

[fish r frens not food!~]


okie..i studied a bit...at least i dun feel tat bad...did maths...realized it was pointless asking my bro coz he either dun understand the qn or i work out the sum b4 he does... well...at least he cld still explain a little bit of the small details tat i dun understand...

did maths the whole afternoon...did my physic hw...tot i din haf my tys but saw it lying on the table...n it turned out tat there isn't a lot 2 do...[(=]

n i din even stepped out of the hse 2dae...okay...except juz now bro 4got 2 take his bk n i had 2 bring it down 2 him...

watched a bit of inspector gadget...it was quite cute...but i tot my cleo was more interesting... so was kinda multi-tasking... they had an article on lesbianism...was so cool...got pics of the ppl n all...haha...

great...one more wk n i am going back 2 ri...kinda missing it already... n i wan 2 get my quarantine [n my grounding..] over n done w/...

tis holidae is sooo...not holiday-ish...ah wateva...


phy hw: pg (1)9 qn2, pg (2)17 qn 16 n 17,(9)10 qn 5 n 11, (10a)6 qn1,(10b)9 qn1,(10c)12 qn 3,(10d)5 qn 2

dun even had my tys w/ me do wat lor...


got up at 11..started reading my chinese txtbk..[i finished reading the whole thing 2dae!~ hee...i rawk rite?]

read 4 like 1/2 hr...still quite slpy...den fell aslp since dad went 2 market...den he came back n woke me up n started lecturing me n cooking lunch at the same time...had pasta..dried pasta...the thing was so dry i onli ate half...ew...

den bro came home frm camp... den he went 2 slp...i continued reading til like 1630...watched tv 4 awhile...den went out 2 look at furniture..[again.....]

saw this nice sofa set...quite cheap.. i liked it...sat at the plc 4 like 5x7=35 min waiting 4 dad 2 decide.. in the end still hafen buy...utterly waste my time...n cldn't find a clownfish on sale aniwhere....

had dinner...

went 2 shop&save...den saw this nokia coupon thing stuck behind tis box...picked it up n realised it was condom...n my bro made a big joke out of it 4 a few hrs...[lame.....childish...]

den kinda rush back 2 watch prince william...he doesn't look tat cute after all...n saw mengzhe...[he's cute~]...n watched sars channel...showing spastic hk anti-sars songs...which was realli 2pid...n i finally noe who yumiko is n heard her 4 the 1st time...n her voice is terrible...but sounds quite sexy...

[does reading ur whole chinese 3b txtbk considered studying??? i realli dunno...shit i din touch my other subs again..but seriously..i am becuming like munyuk....oh no...heee]




Fish r frens!!! NOT FOOD!!!


okie...i kinda studied 2dae... revised like 2 chpts of amaths...[like tat actualli helps...] in like 3 hrs?? n i finalli finished reading tat bk!!

n i am sooo pissed off with singing k!! [4 once...] coz i started singing w/ the ms saigon soundtrack n totalli chucked my work away...argh!!

den wasted my time totalli...going all the way 2 lavender 2 this golden mile complex thing w/ dad coz he wanted 2 c the thai supermarket...so went w/ him.. had dinner there...was hoping 2 c one of the thai trans-sexuals but none turn up...

wasted the whole time travelling all the way there n guess wat???? dad onli got a bath towel...[i mean...wow....]...

totalli wasted my time k!!!!

heck...2ml I SHALL STUDY!!!


i am a big fat slacker...

initial plan: study!!

result: went out w/ dad 2 his fren's plc.. took an hr 2 get there n rotted there all the way until 7...den took another hr 2 cum back...went 2 buy stuff at ntuc...den came home.. bathed n watched frugal game (this hk show) halfway n my dad stopped it 2 watch the news...

my dad's driving me nuts comparing the prices of things in singapore n china...[how can u compare like tat 4 everything????]

[speechless]

#always keep a lil prayer in ur pocket...
n u're sure 2 c the light...
soon there'll b joy n happiness...
n ur lil world will bright...
haf faith lil one...
til ur hopes n ur wishes cum true...
u muz try 2 b brave lil one...
someone's waiting 2 love u...


wanted 2 wake up at 0930... but ended up tat i woke up at 1115... den went braddell 2 meet dz... hee onli took me 15mins 2 get there...[oh shit i juz remembered i am supposed 2 post a letter...oh heck..i'll juz do it 2ml..]

went lido watched nemo...[nemo rocks totalli!!! it's sooooo nice]... now i am gonna get a clownfish 4 a pet...[hee!!]..

den met heidi... walked ard heeren 4 awhile den i went 4 my lesson...

2dae's lesson sucked... irvin kept complaining he was sick... nv seen a man so grumpy b4 lor... yuck... n i feel soooo demoralised...i can't do foresetto [is tat how u spell it?]!!!!! i need 2 put in a lot of work on dropping my voice... this suck!!! but irvin say i got a nice alto voice...[dunno whether it's gd or not]

after lesson...walked back 2 orchard lib 2 look 4 them...n saw my husband at the lib!!!!!! i was soooooooo happy k!!!!!!!!! hafen seen him in such a longgggggggggg time!!!!!!

left lib...went kino... den went 2 the disney plc at taka...[got super irritated with heidi... say wat the plc v. childish den went there n was like the last one who wanted 2 leave... n i 4got wat she said tat made me irritated... dunno wat's wrong w/ her lor...keep criticizing abt my dad...juz bcoz he is strict den she say my dad v. wat... plz lor...like who r u 2 comment on my stuff? n bsides...not like ur parents allow u 2 do everything]

bot a pretzel frm aa...den walked 2 wisma n waited 4 her 2 pluck her eyebrows at anna sui...den took mrt back... okay she became okay after tat...[luckily..n surprisingly...]

they went 2 eat while i was hafing lesson...i was sooo hungry but no one 2 eat w/ me...got a bit fed up decided 2 come home n eat instead...

phew......................

[demoralized]

#La La La La La#====>still stuck in my head since tis afternoon....


oops i did it again!!!!!

i slpt i slpt i slpt i slpt i slpt i slpt i slpt i slpt
i wan 2 slap myself
i shld juz go n die die die die die die die die die die

i din study again!!! i wanted 2 study at 1630 but i slpt!!!!! until 1830!!!! i wan 2 die!!!! now i will feel guilty abt going out 2ml!!!!! shit!!!!!!!

i am such a big fat slacker i shld go n die!!!!!! i suck!!!!!!!!!! tsk!!!!!!!

wanted 2 study at nite but went j8.. wat the hell is wrong with me lor!!!!!!

yay martin u juz rock totally!!! credit card gd!! esp. hsbc credit card!!!!hee now i get a 20% off 4 the wedding banquet...lalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa

k...2ml got voice lesson...i think irvin is juz gonna scold me... i din even practise the breathing techniques... n i haf 2 bear w/ his lame jokes again... y cant he juz stop being so corny??

okie...i hope 2ml wun b tat bad... n I SHALL STUDY!!!


rotted the dae away...[wat's new aniway..?]

woke up at 6:45 [actualli managed 2 drag myself outta bed...miracle...]...sent bro 2 his new camp at cck...came back...went 2 ntuc w/ dad...den came home...jumped on the sofa n watched tv... ate lunch n fell aslp while watching lil mermaid until 5...

den...woke up...bathed...had dinner.. n lay on the couch reading my bk until now.......

i am so pissed at myself!!! i am supposed 2 study!!! i planned 2 study 2dae!!! wat's wrong with me!!! i dun even noe how 2 do my amaths!!!! i am so gonna die if i dun buck up now!!! okie...i shall study 2ml...wait... i will study 2ml....no...i muz study 2ml!!!!!!!!!

den i can slack on wed n wun feel bad.. n bsides i shld go out on wed...since i am hafing voice lessons tat day also... i shall watch nemo n eat happi meal![(=]

[shit my voice is so shaky!! how am a going 2 meet my dream like tat!!??]



*yawn*

woke up...watched mulan... had lunch... den dad's fren came...so i went 2 do hw...[so guai ritez??].. n got so fed up with myself coz i dunno how 2 do the amaths work at all.. okie.. mayb nt all...i got all the simultaneous eqn qns correct...[like who wun...but nvm...]...

den the guests left i immediately crawl onto the sofa n watch mib2...not realli watching..juz switched it n read a bk... after tat went out 2 orchard w/ dad n bro... walked ard... dad bot sumthing frm topman...heeee...now i got a 20% off voucher... wooohoo... den tried 2 help mom find her anna sui blusher...[it's soooooooo hard 2 find k!!!! argh]

den walkx2 ard taka...went adidas shop... still hafen bot the shoe...planning 2 look ard more 1st... heee den followed dad 2 buy vitamins at watsons.... den planned 2 go back... but ended up going 2 dfs... n bot 3 boxes of ferrero manderly 4 10 bucks!!!! [yay.. so cheap k!! got 4x6x3=72 of them...can eat until puke...heeee]

den went back all the way 2 the golf plc n ate... ate seafood... [full.................................]

darling...dun like tat lar...hai...study k?? dun think so much lar... anithing can call me kz???

[(=]

#i dunno when...i dunno how... but i noe sumthing's cuming rite now...watch n u'll c...sumday i'll b...part of ur world.......#


my husband is juz super cute... i think he noes girl's soft spots lar... once he said 'sorry dear' i am not angry animore....weird...


phew..

rach juz called...asked if cld stay over coz she was late...haiz...2 bad my dad was here.... so sorry..hai...

2dae rotted til abt 1400...den went out 2 tampines juz 2 go 2 spotlight 2 c the couch cover with dad... den went tampines mall... walked ard... den showed dad the shoe i wanted...[still feel very irritated...]... n den he picked out another funky one at adidas shop... n it was damn cool!!!!! my dad got damn gd taste... now i am so going 2 get tat shoe... n the best thing is... dad agreed 2 get it 4 me!!!!!!!!!!!! he rox!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i shall go hunt n c if got nicer shoe 1st...

den in the end din get the couch cover coz leather sofa cannot use coz will slip off...[wahaha imagine got guest cum den slip off the sofa...]

went 2 bugis 2 look at dvd players... n my dad juz suddenly decided 2 buy the sony one... i was so shocked... den in the end got a philips one instead coz the guy say sony v. sensitive... quite hard 2 play pirated disc...[which i think like 80% of my dvds r...]...seriously dunno wat happened 2 my dad 2dae... but he juz rawk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

den came home... started testing the player... n watched abit of the concert... n now watching my sassy girl... my father laughing like dunno wat..

[2dae kinda made up 4 my bad dae yesterdae........................................................]

#everything's as if...we nv said gd bye... i dun wan 2 be alone...tat's all in the past...tis world's waited long enuff...i've come home at last........................#





it's such a great day...

went out of the hse...realized din bring fone...wanted 2 go up n take but dad say dun waste time...so din take... den went back 2 boarding n slp until 12... met dz n james at dhoby gaunt mrt... went ps...ate at lj... den went yamaha 2 pay 4 my fees... den walked ard... n watched the making of twins effect at the pioneer showcase thingy...[edison is juz sooooooooooooo cute... n gillian is chio like anithing.... n charlene is cute....]... den met heidi at city hall 2 go queensway 2 look 4 the shoe she wanted..[the one same as rach]...

n we cldn't find in the first few shops... n i was going 2 buy tat adidas pink shoe after my dad go... i kept telling them... n she freaking hell found rach's shoe n kept eyeing on the shoe i wanted 2 buy... n she keep trying other shoes but still say she liked the shoe i was gonna buy... den i kept reminding her i was going to buy it.. even james n dz knew i was not happy tat she wanted 2 buy it.. n she has 2 buy it lor...she is wat kind of a b**** lar.. i was so freaking pissed off k.. n the most pissing off thing is tat it's nt the first time!!!! she always go n buy the things i am going 2 buy lor... and she kept saying she dun like the frnt part of the shoe... den y the hell did u go n buy lor!!!! i was pissed like anithing... dz was like trying 2 calm me down... argh!!! n now if i go n buy the shoe pple will think i am copying her instead of she copying me... [pissed!!!!]... fine i shall wait 4 a nicer shoe 2 cum out...hmmph

den went ikea... walked ard... look at stuff... laugh n laugh non-stop... james was cracking lame jokes... den i started being even lamer... totalli farnie... den watched them eat.. n bot daim... crossed the bridge n walked a bit at anchor pt... n took cab back...

my father is like... the best... happily went out like tat... den i got locked out... went downstairs 2 use pub fone 2 call... happily tell me he was out... my bro also very good... dun pick up fone... den had 2 go back all the way 2 boarding 2 get my keys frm heidi... n she was also happily trying on the shoe... n complaining abt the front part... made me even more pissed... n i was so hungry coz my father so kind go n cook dinner 4 me n dun allow me 2 eat out...

walked 2 j8... went up den came down [dunno wat i was doing]... den went macs... got the happi meal coz i wanted bruce n finalli found it at the interchange macs... [getting bruce is like the onli gd thing tat happened 2 me 2dae]...den stomped my way home...

went 2 kitchen... saw the pasta... almost ate it n saw 100+1 ants crawling all over... so disgusted i almost puked... n threw the whole damn thing away... n even betta... almost swallowed the bones in the fish fillet my dad made... how can fillet haf bones lor...

now going 2 bath.. hmmph...

hate pple buying the stuff i liked n buying/bot... fine u buy already den dun complain lar... mom always do tat n i was sooo irritated with her...stop copying!!argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh

[TOTALLY NOT PISSED OFF AT ALL LARX]


i think my dad is just so cute... he says tat i need much more practice on my singing coz he cldn't hear me frm the bathrm when i was practising in the living room... i mean... he think the water got no sound ah...


the bachelorette is so pretty...

n yup.. now i feel so free... and happi... coz i dun like anione rite now... feels kinda... light... felt like i juz put down this huge heavy load...

basically i told him y i din like him animore... n we kinda promised 2 b frens 4eva.. n i realli wish 4 him and tat girl 2 get 2gether... i am happy 4 him tat he found sumone he likes... i am juz... realli happi 4 him...hope this wun affect the frenship... yupz... FRENZ FOREVA k?

jus called paul... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!!!!!!!!!... haha i am still younger than u... so sorry i screwed ur prez... n i realli din noe ed bot a girl cutting T... so sorry... hope u enjoyed ur dae~!

n i am so angry with my husband...i dunno y... i jus think he is so ignorant... argh!! he's juz like... the best husband in the world lar...

[carefree...light...happy...apart frm being pissed at my husband..]

#sunlight
oh sunlight
bring me the love i need 2 guide me
shining deep inside of me..#




haiz... it's juz gonna get boring-er n boring-er each day...

woke up...watched tv...went amk 2 try 2 get a new bed set 4 the hse... quite cheap... n i tot the instalment thingy at court was worth it until i calculated tat the interest was actualli 89.9643%... so s2pid... totally cheat pple's money... n i saw the ri sofa set!!! it's $799 at courts...n it's one of the cheapest... the material sucks so badly tat u can actually tear the so-called leather...

saw this bunk bed...looked realli cool....the lower deck was a sofa bed... it looked sooo nice n funky n chio!!!! aiya but wat 4 change bed when mine's still intact...

den went 2 buy groceries... came home...did hw.... hope can finish by 2ml...

wanted 2 jog but it rained.... den toked 2 ed on the fone... told me abt his dae w/ yz... i realli dun care...

and now i am msging him... ed juz helped me told him tat i dun like him animore... i dunno whether i shld b happi or sad... i realli dunno....

[emotionless...]

#clay aiken [he rocks!!!] - somewhere out there#


yesterdae couldn't update coz my bro din allow me 2 touch his com...

nothing much yesterdae larx...juz went 2 sch... had a maths...den me n da decided 2 pon emaths...so we practically ran out of sch b4 nanny came... went taka... walked ard... had happi meal!~ yay hee i got squirt!!! n i am so gonna get a happi meal this wk again coz i wan bruce!!!

den came home... zZzZzZz..den did hw... basically din do much...

n 2dae woke up late...so din go 2 sch... n did hw til now...den listened 2 my dad's lecture abt spending money 4 awhile... n now trying 2 find a list of characteristics 4 my lit hw...

boring..................................................................................................

i wan 2 go out... 2 bad my dad's here... but quite good lar..dun go out stay at home do hw... almost done already...not bad... sigh..haf been saying i will go jogging or cycling everydae but so far hafen even done it once...

[holidaes r sooo boring...and it's onli the beginning...haiz... yup life goes on.....]


2dae din realli do much...woke up... rotted til 1... went out 2 esplanade lib... den went ard the whole plc trying 2 find the scores 4 marriage de amour... in the end still cannot find... yupz...den went orchard... paid the 2pid 25 bucks...all chowkiameng's fault!!! waste my $$$...think i so rich get 2k salary like him izzit...

den yesterdae went back got lectured by ms low...totally 2pid lor...say wan 2 ground me 4 10daez... n also must isolated 4 10daes... ground n isolate 2gether...wat's the big diff...

tis yr bdae gonna b so unforgettable man...gonna celebrate it rotting in the sick bay in moor... hope got ppl visit me... well... at least my 15th bdae is memorable...hopefully...

holidays r so boring...n it's onli the beginning... *yawnZ*

shall do hw now... oh no.. i am not gonna finish paul's prezzie in time..i am so sorry paul...=)

[boring...life is good without him...lalalala...]



sleepy...but juz felt like updating...

din realli do much 2dae...so surprised tat i got a letter frm a.s...

this afternoon went out 2 macs 4 lunch n did my hw there... actualli finished my bio n eng... so shocked w/ myself....

den went back 2 boarding n changed n planned my june timetable...den wanted 2 go out 4 dinner at 1st but went dining hall instead...den took a long stroll to the bus interchange 2 go 2 airport...

yupz...dad arrived at 2042... took him quite short 2 cum out frm the imigration place... den came home.. oh my god they asked me whether i wanted a single room n i was sooooooo happy they asked me k!! i was so excited i was like shouting yes all the way...

juz ate this realli gigantic apple... 1st time i feel so miserable eating an apple...but it's juz 2 big i wan 2 puke...

skipped scenes 4 cats...quite 2pid...now sleepy like anithing..

seriously i think i am jinxed... the whole world was like telling me they saw him... [so what?] n i haf 2 see him also... totally dampens my mood n spoil the rest of my day... when i liked him i wan 2 see him i dun even get 2 see him tat much...now i get pissed when i see him he has 2 appear everydae frm nowhere...

[jinxed - it's such a boring day...]


juz showered... b4 tat juz came back frm j8 n dinner... realized tat everywhere is hafing a sale... haha...gd time tat my father came...can make him buy all my stuff... juz bot the shirt tat i liked so much in china... finalli found it here...haha... n it was on 20% discount... [wateva]

gonna watch harry potter later..heidi bot the vcd.. haha n father damn cute... say he only bot the 'ten days' dvd [how 2 lose a guy in 10 daes]...

wth is this... seriously lor...the more i dun wan 2 c him the more he has 2 appear in front of me... i think i am jinxed.. 2dae i din actualli wan 2 go out 4 dinner coz i was 2 tired...even tho i promised them...but i went in the end coz dz called me n asked me 2 go... n on my way out he has 2 run across me...argh!!! plz...i realli dun wan 2 see him... the more i see him the more pissed i get... w/ him...w/ his gang... w/ their childish behaviour............ gd thing i am staying out at home 4 the whole june...thank gdness...dun need 2 see his face 4 3 wks... [happi (=]

okie...i shall go plan my june holz timetable now...

[juz plz will u go away]


yupz...last 2 days 2 depressed n tired 2 blog...

now i cannot go home all becoz of tat stupid ckm...he is an asshole... spoil all my plans...now i haf 2 pay 25 bucks coz i issued the airticket already... n 2ml dad's cuming...

the dae b4 went holland v. 2 get materials 2 make paul's prezzie...it's 1/4 done... looks quite okay so far..but sum parts screwed up...sorry paul...=P

yesterdae went 4 bro's POP... saw my bro marching den i was so proud of him i started crying...den parents cld go down 2 take foto w/ the recruits...den my bro saw me crying...den i told him i was v. proud of him...he saw me crying he also got teardrops...

den kinda rush back 4 the last 15 mins of formal dinner...so 2pid...n so crap... after tt coz i din get ani food so i went out w/ dz 2 get food...haha...

yupz..tis morning went 2 sch w/ ed... he stopped at orchard 2 wait 4 his fren...

din do much at school... bro came 2 get report bk...my results r...okay... failed both maths...class position is 19/40... comments were juz the same old thing..'kong lam is capable of achieving much better results...'

i think it's juz 2pid...the more i dun wan 2 see him the more he has 2 appear in front of me...

yesterdae dz n i went back 2 ri at like 1345...den when we walked pass the bball court i can hear ppl shouting 4 him...it's juz not loud at all tat the whole world can hear... fine i dunno whether it's cz of me tat they r shouting... mayb i am sensitive...but how can it b so coincidental...

den on my way 2 mrt haf 2 see him w/ his frens n he waved a bit... n his frens haf 2 comment sumthing like...'oh u actualli noe her?'

got even more pissed off at formal dinner... he has 2 sit like a seat away...tat was still okay...after formal dinner was the worst part... i stepped out of dining hall... paul was holding his hand... n he has 2 ask me 'u jealous? u wan 2 hold also?'

n the whole bunch of ppl r juz so immature...can they juz grow up lor..keep on trying 2 push him 2 me... make so much noise... i wanted 2 shout at them... argh...

pls lor can u ppl juz gimme a break? i dun like him animore... and gif him a break too cz we dun like each other so stop all ur childish actions... wat will u get evn if u ppl actualli manage to push him to me or sumthing?



freaking pissed like a dunno wat now...tat 2pid sexist bastard ask me 2 go n call mr chow myself...i wan 2 slap the both of them lor...they think they wat.. my father ah... dun allow me 2 go c my parents...whole day use the word MOE to press me...wat the hell is their freaking problem... summore say how do i expect them 2 explain 2 the china ppl who r not allow 2 go back? the reason y they cannot go back is coz they haf 2 freaking renew their student pass coz they r scholars...i am not!!!! n i even pay 2 stay here... n now who r u 2 tell me i cannot go home? whole dae act wei da say they will respect parents' decision... now wat is this lor? even mrs lee allow me 2 go back... she say i can go back as long as ri approve... i think mr chow can juz go n die...

jus called my mom 2 go n call tat freaking chow... i dun care he haf 2 approve or i will juz go back on my own... they r juz sooooo respecting my parents lar...

[pissed... 2pid freak spoil my whole mood...damn it]


haha... surprisingly i can log on...

tired...juz came back... spent the whole afternoon in town w/ heidi... went 2 fareast 2 walk walk...had lunch...den went heeren collect my bag... den walked ard abit...saw jo they all...den walked 2 spotlight but realised the whole orchard pt was closed down...tot the ps spotlight opened already...but went there den found out it was not opened yet... so we walked ard again...den sat at the basement... den heidi went 2 try on colored cons coz she wanted 2 buy...den spent like 1 hr in tat shop... tat one hr i laugh n laugh.. watch her pull open her eye n try 2 stuff the contacts in... she spent like 1/2 hr juz trying 2 stuff the thing in...wah i laugh n laugh... so funnie... green made her look freaky...purple made her look like she had sum eye disease... blue was okay...brown was not bad also.. grey looked the bes...n she kept trying green n grey ovr n ovr juz trying 2 decide which pair 2 buy...den finalli she settled on the grey one coz i kept saying it looked much betta... n more natural... the guy was so nice...gaf her free case n the solution...

yupz...den walked back 2 taka... i was hunting 4 wool so tat i can knit 4 the entire dae...n i actualli dun exactly noe how 2 do the beginning part n the ending part...so went 2 kino 2 look 4 a bk tat teaches... found one but decided 2 go lib n c if i cld borrow one...but den..in the end i got fed up so i went back 2 kino to buy the bk instead... cost me like... $43.65? a bit xin tong...but didn't realli care.... went ard continue hunting 4 wool...but cldn't find..so 2ml going bras basah complex 2 c... hopefulli haf...

bored..need 2 go look 4 the sexist person...argh..i wan 2 go home!!!! he go n tell principal n threatened tat they wun let me stay if i go back w/o their approval...freaks...

[happi...]

*wool...wool...wool...pray tat i can find it...singapore 2 hot no one use izzit...so hard 2 find...]


[bored]

i practically spend all my time doing useless stuff ever since after exam...nv even tot of picking my txtbks again... but i dun care next semester i am so gonna start mugging n mugging everyday n get all my As...muz get my 6 pts next yr coz kinda bet w/ munyuk tt i'll get 6 pts n she'll get all As...

hee 2ml collect airticket already...finalli...n on sat i'll b gone...2ml betta go and ask my tchers abt hw...den i can do everything during quarantine... n muz study during quarantine also...so fri muz carry my bks home... hee i am not going formal dinner already...coz going bro's passing out ceremony... actualli i dun wan 2 go also coz i dun wan 2 c him...i'm like doing so well in nt even thinking abt him and not liking him... so i dun wan 2 c his face...

oh yar juz tot of me n ed's bet....

fiona(ri) cheer up larx...dun b so stressed k...aniwayz...gd luck 4 ur c lit... [actualli i put here 4 wat...not like she gonna c it... 2pid me...haha]

argh...kinda irritated w/ the gang...seems like they r dao-ing me...but dunno whether or not tat i am being 2 sensitive...



2pid ri connection...y muz it get cut of at 2330 everyday!!! argh!!! n the server is always down...or either tt the server is 2 bz...

haha...my rmmate v. cute can!!! last nite she said i was v. unique... diff. frm other girls...wah i laugh n laugh non stop can!!! it''s like the funniest compliment i ever heard...

i am so proud of myself...i cleaned up my plc last nite... my desktop is now clean n tidy...i wipe all the dust off summore...heeeee...[lalalala]

okie..i seriousli deserve 2 go n die... i woke up like 35 mins late 2dae... obviousli cant make it on time 2 sch...so i went 2 look 4 dz...lucki got her lorx..she also dun feel like going sch...so we came our hse n slept til 1300+++... den haf instant noodles 4 lunch... n after tt heidi came ovr n i started cleaning the hse...

funny rite...i am not the one who dirtied my hse but i am the one cleaning it...summore heidi juz watch me clean like nobody's business... not the first time summore...always i clean the hse after her... fine i nvr ask her 2 help but isn't it like an initiative thing?? aiya wateva lar...shall not pursue this matter animore.. i shall let it go since she cldn't slp last nite coz was her 1st dae back in boarding n she had such a considerate rmmate who turn on the bed lights which was soooo not bright juz tat the light shines directly onto other ppl's face n cause ppl to lose their slp... she is wat kind of a bitch lorx... [wat's with my sarcarsism 2dae?]

the hse is sooooo clean...so clean tat i had 2 change like 5 times the water 4 mopping the floor coz it was all black n it totalli defeats the purpose of mopping with blackish water... den i took off all the bedsheets n washed them... n scrub the whole kitchen floor...

hee i am so going home on sat larx..heee 2ml i am going 2 collect my airticket... my life rawks... gonna eat lots n lots when i get back...[wahahahaha]

to all my frens: anithing u all wan me 2 buy back? juz leave a msg at the tagboard larx...but i dun promise i can get all the stuff...heeee...

[still feeling 2pid n think i am hafing pms...feel so moody...i am so sarcastic i cant stand myself...]

#i got a crush on you
i hope you feel the way tat i do
i get a rush when i'm w/ u
i got a crush on you
a crush on you..#


bored...now gonna go out 4 dina..waiting 4 dz n heidi...

yupz...basicalli din do anithing 2dae... i actualli planned 2 jog home again in the morning...but 2 lazy n tired 2 get up...so slept until 9 n met the rest at j8 4 mac's breakfast... den walked ard j8 until abt 1245...den went home...waited 4 heidi 2 get her stuff n cum back 2 boarding...

den helped her pack her things.. den she came my rm n watched maid in manhatten n i made my fathers dae card... yupz...n now i shall go out 4 dinner...

i think carmen is like pissed w/ me... shld b coz i tok 2 dz...or either tt..she is juz bad mood...y cant they juz get over the whole thing n b frens again...i realli wan 2 whole gang 2 b back 2gether again...it's like split 2 dunno how mani pieces... they cold war is getting no where n all of them r gonna die...y spoil frenship like tt lorx...

the freaking sexiest bastard keep on telling me not 2 go back... like do u think i care lorx...my mother wan 2 c me cannot izzit..

oh yar...heard tt he haf gf already...ed told me last nite...actualli kinda expected myself 2 b sad...but i wasnt tat sad... mayb i nv realli liked him tat much in the 1st place or i got over him already... now i think it was such a silly crush...i think i am damn 2pid... aiya..wateva it is larx....

[it's such a boring day]

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