Wednesday, July 30, 2003
8:47 PM
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ouch my mouth hurts cz of yesterdae's boiling campbell soup...argh..
yupz nth much happened in sch...had mediacorp ppl in sch 2dae... doing tis 2pid show...we laugh n laugh n laugh n laugh like dunno wat...cz it was 2 funnie...
life's quite boring la...
oh ya!!! qq made me cry in class 2dae!!! so embarrassing k!!!! cz dorai go n ask us whether we see our father cry b4...den say gt la...den she ask everyone y our fathers cry... den i said mine...den qq go n say 'kl also going 2 cry'...den dorai ask a bit further...den i tot abt my parents...n i realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli miss them...den qq say again..she also going 2 cry liao la...den i realli cry!!!!!
now i realli start 2 think wat r true frens...i juz feel like they r quite fake when they r all 2gether in a grp [btw i am nt toking abt school frens]...n i dun like tat kinda feeling... it's so fake...n the main thing is tat they r like hanging out 2gether cz they dun realli wanna noe the ppl ard...okay we do haf fun n everything...bt tat kind of feeling still lives in me...i dun realli hang out w/ them as often already... i onli got tis kinda feeling tis yr... n i realli miss last yr when everyone enjoys each other's company... [i'm realli sorrie guys...i juz feel disconnected.. either u tok abt sch..i dunno a single thing...or u tok abt moe...which i dunno wat it is either... or either tat...i listen 2 u repeat the story tat u haf been repeating 4 the whole half a yr....]
i tink i am returning 2 the beginning of sec 1 when i tot tat boarding was juz like a place 4 me 2 slp...n i dun realli care abt boarding...n i had much more fun in sch den i had in boarding...
[i miss my parents] argh qq!!!
Monday, July 28, 2003
7:51 PM
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k so sorrie i made tat last entry... think i was juz over irritated... munyuk is funnie until cannt funnie animore... buy self tanning lotion...pluck eyebrows...spin hula hoop 2 jian fei...wahahaha laugh until wan 2 die...
7:15 PM
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i juz dun understand wat's the problem.. i listen 2 ppl everytime they tell me sumthing...n sumtimes even the same old thing repeated 2 me over n over again...i dun understand y they wun listen 2 me when i say sumthing...
n i juz hate ppl who BRAGS...i mean...okay i love u all my frens...bt juz tat u ppl shld noe i HATE ppl who brags 2 me... i dun understand hw u can like want everyone 2 noe how big shot ur dad is...n want ppl 2 noe tat ppl actualli haf 2 call ur dad mr. OR dr. and if a person calls ur dad by the surname the person gets excuted or jailed...my opinion is...it's nt anithing 2 b proud of tat ur dad gets 2 like jail ppl juz 4 calling him by the surname n tat ur dad doesnt like it... okay mayb u r proud of ur dad 4 being so successful and everything...well i am happi 4 u tat u haf such a educated n respected dad 2...bt u dun haf 2 tell everyone n say until u r so great tat u can protect everyone's welfare n once ur dad says sumthing...the ministry wun dare 2 rebut... i think it's juz irritating...it's nt like i brag abt my dad at all... i mean...i think it's enuff tat i myself noe tat my dad's a great dad n i love him... i dun haf 2 go ard telling everyone...
if u ever read tis...i juz wanna let u noe tat i dun like bragging...in fact i realli dislike it VERY MUCH... i mean u can brag a bit occasionalli....bt nt everytime i see u... aniwayz... u're still my realli gd fren bt sumtimes u may nt like things tat i do as well...i understand...n i still love u a lot as my gd fren...
secondly... if u brag...u shldnt even b scared 2 let ppl noe u r bragging...juz say la... dun brag already den say it's nt tat i am bragging...the more u say tis the more it makes ppl think u r showing off lor...
n i hate ppl borrowing my stuff n dun return...IRRITATINGGGGG
Sunday, July 27, 2003
9:21 PM
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juz felt like blogging... dunno y..
gt so irritated with my bro juz nw... i juz dun understand y guys haf 2 make girls make such simple decisions like where 2 eat... instead of sitting there waiting 4 girls 2 decide where 2 go or eat...u cld haf cum up with tons of suggestions already...n instead of being grateful tat the girl suggested sumting...they blame them 4 cuming up with such lousy suggestions..n also blame them 4 taking such a long time 2 think of sumthing...n when the girl gets angry with the guy 4 nt making ani decision...the guy gets pissed at the girl and blame her 4 nt wanting 2 decide when they gif her a chance 2 decide... guys r juz selfish n lazy n pathetic la...[disgusted]
wateva la...
studying time... [lazy-fied]
Saturday, July 26, 2003
11:39 PM
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a walk 2 remember rocks!!!
[love..is like the wind...u cant c it...bt u feel it...]
11:34 PM
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slept...woke up...ate...den went orchard 2 meet martin n rachel...den came home... n sat in front of the tv the whole dae... watched bruce almighty...n little mermaid I + II... den went j8 2 eat...had sakae... den met edward..n juz came back...
gt like quite irritated with edward coz he kept chanting his name 2 me.... i got abit fed up n called him so tat edward can chant 2 him since he like 2 do tat so much... n i realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli hope he can stop it... it's annoying n i dun realli wan 2 tok abt him at all...
Friday, July 25, 2003
11:13 PM
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omg i am so damn confused nw...wat am i 2 do... it's like i am stopping n controlling myself frm wanting 2 tok 2 him... bt it is v. hard...and i c him ard like everydae....n it juz sucks...sumtimes i juz look 4ward 2 seeing him so much tat i dunno wat i am doing... n the pt is tat i noe tat he will nt like me ever...so y cant i juz stop myself frm liking him??? i mean...i noe tat i dun like him as much already...bt y cant i juz dun like him completely? it juz sucks.... sumtimes i get so irritated when i see him... sumtimes i juz get nervous when i c him... i realli dunno wat's going on... i dunno how i am feeling...
i seem 2 noe wat 2 say 2 other ppl with the same problem as me... bt i juz dunno wat 2 do myself...
plz gif me a sign... anithing... or let there b sumone else... i dun wan 2 crush sumone tat i noe so well tat we r nv gonna haf an outcome....
10:43 PM
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sch...nothing much...sch ended earli...11am...bt had lit til 12++...
den gt nth 2 do...so came home.. watched tv abit...den slept... until like 6...den realized it was quite late so took cab back 2 ri 4 courtyard dinner cz i din haf anithing 2 eat...
timed chow's speech...n had prez presentation...den tis yz won a few..n sexiest bastard had 2 tell the whole boarding tat he is multi talented n wateva...n i tsk 2 loud until the whole boarding hear...
food sux...so went 2 j8...den went town with edward...ate bk...den met darling at bishan and took mrt 2 yishun 2 send his fren back...den came back 2 bishan n walked edward back...n gt a lift frm darling's dad home...was so pai seh... den heard [stuck] n he said i shld dedicate it 2 sumbody...
[STUCK]
By: Stacie Orrico
I can't get out of bed today or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin', I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm sayin', you know what I mean
You kept me hangin' on a string, why'd you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything, but you just gave me lies
I ain't trippin', I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm sayin', you know what I mean
Every now and then when I'm all alone
I be wishin' you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back, but you never do
I feel like such a fool, there's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
And I can't take it what am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking, I miss you even more
And I can't fake it the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you
It's true I'm stuck on you.
Now love's a broken record that's been skippin' in my head
I keep singing Yesterday why we got to play these games we play???
I ain't trippin', I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm sayin', you know what I mean
Every now and then when I'm all alone
I be wishin' you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back, but you never do
I'm such a fool for you
Chorus
Pre Chorus
And I can't take it, what am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking, I miss you even more
And I can't fake it the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you
I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you
It's true I'm stuck on you.
i am damn confused nw...i dunno wat i am thinking...
Thursday, July 24, 2003
8:17 PM
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okie...bored...
tues had training... quite 2pid...gt fed up abit with josef... it's stupid... n he's 2 lame like anithing...2dae lesson he changed his pencil case 2 the PINK box at ikea...and we all were like ewwwwwwwww-ing his thing...
2dae damn cute...we all go fotocopy the pic..coz jamie wan 2 draw...damn cute n funnie k... haha
den after sch went town with bren...den bot the hair chopstic...n broke it in cine...2pid can...
bored...2pid bian tai ppl in boarding...if they dun whole day look in2 moor hse my curtains can b opened
lor..betta air ventilation summore!!!!!!!!
Monday, July 21, 2003
6:56 PM
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okie...i seem 2 b blogging realli little... but lazy n cant find time 2 blog...even if i do find time n want 2 blog...the ri connection doesnt work...
okie...2dae is yaozhen's bdae...HAPPI BDAE YAOZHEN!!
so stupid called him at 2358 last nite...den sang bdae song at 0001 4 him...n the bdae song is soooo out of tune until cannot out of tune animore...yuck...
last fri nite hanged out w/ brenda in orchard until 8++...
sat when orchard walk walk w/ heidi cz she wanted 2 cut hair...in the end nv cut... den she came 2 my plc n we watched save the last dance...julia stiles rocks!!!
sun lazed ard at home..den came back 2 boarding...
life is so boring rite...
Thursday, July 17, 2003
7:54 PM
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wow i am actualli blogging...
yupz so 2dae had my chinese oral...n it realli sucked...i heard the qn wrongli abit... hai..heck...
den went cine 2 watch charlies angels... the show was...i dunno din even watch it properli... cz was 2 pissed w/ sumbody...n i juz haf 2 predict everything so well... [=|]...
the most childish thing on earth is to praise urself tat u r mature...
kl: wow thx alot u r juz so nice...
sumbody: sorry i din want it 2 happen...i wanted 2 watch 2... i already bot the ticket..i show u later..i treat u la...as my apology..
kl: ya like wat's so impt tat u muz go back and mr eng din tell u b4 hand? it's not the money prob...n u juz rock totalli...
sumbody: we had to go back 2 watch a video on how chi high played...n i 4got until my fren reminded me...
kl: u can say wateva u wan now...
sumbody: sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry...don lidat can?
kl: ya wateva
sumbody: sorry...don lidat can? i know u r pissed...
kl: ya wateva...how can i not b? juz go away...
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
9:27 PM
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great one wk nv blog...i rock...
nothing much 4 the pass wk la...oh juz finalli got my shoes 2dae...like...FINALLI...
bored
STUDY!!!
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
8:28 PM
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okie..yesterdae...after sch went shopping 4 present w/ heidi the whole afternoon..wanted 2 find a more normal looking cow but found a not-so-normal looking one instead...not tat bad tho...the wrapping is sooo nice.. n the ribbon i chose 2 tie the cow is juz 2 nice... named it hornie...coz of the horns on its head... and plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz let me download happiness.... den the prezzie will b complete...
2dae...in class...nanny tang has 2 pick on me lor... den after sch...went 4 voice lesson... n irvin decided 2 transfer me 2 another tcher coz he said tat my voice was more suitable 4 classical singing...[like charlotte church n sarah brightman those kind of opera-ish voice...]...but i wan 2 sing broadway...not opera...argh... mayb i'll juz go tat tcher n c how lar...hai... n surprisingly..he was quite serious 2dae..nv cracked his silly lame jokes...
okie...drew the cow 4 the lyrics bk cover....so cute..now looks realli nice...
[opera]
Monday, July 07, 2003
5:38 PM
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okie...great...din blog like...5 daes?? 2 bored 2 blog...
okie let's recap...wed had prefects investiture...was too funnie already...w/ ms chia holding the sign n all of us laughing non stop thru the whole thing...
thurs...went home after sch... den din do much...
fri...youth dae celebration...slacked the whole dae... den went make my ic...n went home...den yup stayed up til like 3..watching titanic w/ sab at 1st den tok 2 heidi...
sat...MY BIRTHDAYYY!!!...had o lvl in the morning...den went home n slept..til like 1530 n went 2 buy cake... bro n dad refused 2 sing bdae song 4 me...[they juz rock la]...den went out 2 town w/ heidi they all...was quite irritated w/ ecpc n chris tham... den saw xx at times!!!!! so happi~
yesterdae...sneaked out 4 afternoon tea at crystal jade...den watched twins effect...n edison is 2 leng zai already...he rocks!!!! they whole show i was totalli dazzled by him....
juz went home...n bot sum stuff...dad's leaving 2ml...sad........
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
9:36 PM
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okie great...ended up tat i din do anithing at all...wow i juz rock so much... okie..i did sumthing... i did tat haemophilia thingy... den i went 2 games rm n crapped w/ sab n fi...
tis sucks... shit.......................................
okie.. went town 2dae after sch... lunch...walked walked ard fareast... den saw bren annie n laura...den went wisma... saw songyi when was looking at bras w/ heidi lor... den after tat went novena...n came back la...
n i slacked again......i suck....n 2ml sucks even more coz got prefects investiture....muz go summore...make me miss my voice lesson...
lessons quite slack so far leh...but need 2 start mugging already....gonna pass realli fast...3 more daes 2 shou shi xin qing... n tis sat got chinese o lvl listening...n oral on 16 jul...
[heeee guess who's bdae cuming???????????????????]
8:25 PM
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dun even noe how 2 do my bio essays...