reaching out to you...
can you feel it too...
loving you..
is all i wanna do...
i'm completely sure..
i've never felt this way before..
deep inside you noe that there is something more..


hmm.. recap..
nth much to say actualli..
thurs went conference..
realli good..
haha i love ulf ekman..

yesterdae was realli fun..
went out! haha altho i was a din realli wan to at the start..
met yewei at j8..
went town.. walk walk walk walk walk while waiting for emmeline..
yup then emmeline and her fren came..
haha emmeline is so cute and bubbly.. ya and quite pretty too..
went shopping with her..
wanted to watch a show so went lido.. sat down..
heidi came! hah after much persuasion..
watched closer.. okay bad movie dun watch pls.. too complicated and a bit draggy..
after the show.. din wan to go home.. so walked aimlessly towards somerset.. and winston joined us..
then sat down at ocbc coffee bean.. [din noe there was even a coffee bean there.. it was in the bank!?]
emmeline left..
so yewei winston heidi and i sat at coffee bean talking rubbish... [hahahhahahahaha hum jin peng with big calves.. hahahahahahahaha]
and then i dunno how come we ended up going newton circus to eat.. i think cz we were hungry..
yup the food there was great! bt when the lady served the stingray to us.. i was stunned by the amt of chilli on the thing... oh my goodness and winston+yewei still claims tat it wasnt spicy... [hah ya rite it wasnt spicy wat.. just tat sweat was trickering down yewei's forehead and winston went to buy ice kachang..]
and winston+yewei's crappiness and lameness was just hilarious... yewei was lame i knew bt i always tot winston was dao and untalkative.. haha suddenly tot of wat benedict elephant said.. 'u cant judge a book by it's cover.. and u cant just a guy by his face..'
my cheeks ached frm all the laughing.. haha
hmm and i stayed over at heidi's..

todae..
went town [ya again] with sab and heidi..
bot stuff..
carmen joined us..
and they came over..
heidi just left..
sab's watching tv..
and carmen's watching desperate housewives on in the room..

[=)]
i said there was nothing much to say bt i think it's quite a long entry rite.. heh


i dun want to play this guessing game animore..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hohohoho one yr older!!
must meet me more at j8!!!
take care loads!!!
love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *muackz*


83%..
just 17% more to my desperate housewives episode 15!!!!
heh


watched a chorus line today..
love the songs and dances..

[...]


love is like sand..
if u hold it loose..
it'll stay forever..
if u hold it tight..
it'll slip through your fingers..


=)
brenda is listening to me babbling on and on abt timothy go.. haha poor girl..
met edward just now.. bot the tix for seoul raiders.. then went to eat.. and i din feel like watching a show anymore.. hah edward had called another fren out to watch with him instead...
he went with me to shop for groceries.. and i came home..


haha i'm amused by the show i just watched..
some show called flatly stacked on channalnewsasia..
it's a show abt flat-chested women in the society of big boobs??
haha it's so funny... how can anyone be so desperate abt getting bigger boobs..
they stuffed packets of rice into their chests to get a cleavage..
haha bt it's quite true tat they said guys r shallow..
the show's cute...


okay i realli haf no idea wat hongxiang and zhouxiang are toking abt on msn.. suddenly got sum social studies thing come out..

tired..

nitex~

[thanksgiving!]


Security
Joss Stone

A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you were only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled

If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security

A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life's unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don't go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you'll miss the whole damn thing
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds
But we don't know how the story ends till it's all been told

On any clock upon the wall
The time is always now
So baby kiss the past goodbye
Don't let the future blow your mind
Just sit back and chill
Take things as they come
You can't be afraid
To live for today
I will be with you each step of the way



haha as long as i am happy..
y care so much?


edward says.. 'if you're the second choice and there are only two choices.. tat means u r the LAST choice..'





just talked to kuanchin..
he said i changed..
i wasnt as hyper and talkative and playful when i first knew him.. and he said he kinda miss the crazy me.. and now i'm much more serious.. bt mayb it was becz i grew up.. n becz i was hurt by others.. and other circumstances tat caused the change..


went to meet mingjie johnson and joshua in boarding todae..
sigh...
yup and went back to get my bedsheets and clothes..
saw a lot of new faces.. ppl i dunno..
then i saw a lot of familiar faces too.. and they're still so nice even after i moved out..
saw.. pei ting... she's still in my tai tai league!! haha.. and saw carmen.. belinda.. she's actualli quite talkative!! haha.. and my ex rmmate.. she saw me and threw her arms ard me even tho i was carrying tis big box..
i really miss them..
bt i'm like a stranger there now..


suddenly tot of my weird dream last nite..
freaky..

[hey it's just tat i am too soft hearted k..]


my right hip hurts.. i cant even bend down..
tsk..


yay
i swept and mopped the floor..
did laundry.. folded the dried ones..
scrubbed the toilets..
scrubbed the sinks..
washed the dishes and pots..
and washed the towels..
cooked my breakfast and lunch..
sometimes i'm quite envious of those ppl who doesnt haf to do these themselves..
oh well..
i think ppl shld just take over their maid's or their mom's job for just one day.. role playing.. hah

haha kc just brought me my dinner.. and he bot me a flower!!!!!!
THANK YOU!!!!!!!


yes yes sab.. LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..
see now tat word is stuck in my head too..
ah i noe it's loserish.. bt dun so bad to ppl la!!!!!!
hahahahahahahhahahahaha


lalalalalalalalalala~

okay i shall resume vocal lessons....... soon...............................


HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you to..

my family--
daisy: for everything.. for accepting me for who i am.. for allowing me to pour out my problems to you.. for your generosity.. for giving me someone to hug.. for being the best fren u can be.. tat i noe i will haf for life..

sabrina: for always being cheerful.. for brightening up my day.. for being someone i can gossip with and entrust my secrets in.. for all the fun time we've had.. for calling me everyday and asking how i am.. for standing by my decisions..

heidi: for being my closest fren.. for offering constructive feedbacks.. for allowing me to haf sumone to confide and consult for all probs.. for loving me despite our differences.. for being frank and waking me up at times..

peter: for being such an asshole sometimes tat ur idiotic comments and actions are irresistibly funny.. for also being a great consultant.. for being someone fun to hang around.. for hafing sumone who pons sch as well and make me feel betta abt ponning..[hah]

yiuyan: ur lameness is just too cute sometimes.. thanks for inviting me to ur plc.. for being a great company.. for being someone who i can always crap with.. for being concern abt me and someone always available to talk to..

kuanchin: thank you for your prayers.. for telling me wat He spoke to you about.. for filling me with faith whenever i felt faithless.. for listening to my problems.. and being such a great fren tat i just couldnt ask more more..

*all my family: i love you guys so much and without you guys i will feel so alone in singapore.. i'm realli grateful to noe tat you guys will always be there and got my back and wont let anyone even come close to hurting me.. love you all.. *muackz*

frens--
candy and jamie and brenda: sorrie for not turning up time after time after arranging to meet up with you.. sorry candy for not even remembering to send u a happy birthday message.. i just want to thank you guys for still being my good frens even after nt being in the same plc animore.. thank you for sharing all the joy and all the experiences.. thank you brenda for being my 8-yr good fren bt i'm quite sure it will last even longer than tat... LOVE YOU!!

others--
okay haha there are just too many people to name tat i wan to thank.. bt anyhow.. thank you so much for being part of me and my life.. take care and enjoy!!


tmr is grammy's! hope joss stone wins!! haha you had me rocks~

haha i just LURRRRRRRRRVE heidi sabrina and peter..
peter and his jerky comments.. [and he keeps claiming it's his frankness.. WAHAHAHAHAHA]
haha i wan to punch him bt yet it is so hilarious..
heidi and i just laughed like nuts..
sabrina and her cute reaction.. haha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
okay just finished talking to them..
49mins!! haha just laughing and laughing nonstop..

haha my stomach is aching from all the laughing..


You Had Me - Joss Stone~

You had me
You lost me
You're wasted
You cost me
I don't want you here messing with my mind

Spitting in my eyes and I still see
Tried to keep me down
I'm breaking free
I don't want no part in your next fix
Someone needs to tell you
This is it
Hey
Listen you'll be missin'
Out on all my love and my kissing
Make your mistakes on your own time
When you come down you're just no good to have around
Instead of making money you took mine

Chorus
You had me
You lost me
You're wasted
You cost me
I don't want you here messing with my mind
I've realized in time that my eyes are not blind
I've seen it before
I'm taking back my life

You tried to trade on my naivete
But the things you do and say embarrass me
See once upon a time I was your fool
But the one I leave behind he is you
Hey
Listen you'll be missin'
Out on all my love and my kissing
Make your mistakes on your own time
When you come down you're just no good to have around
Instead of making money you took mine

Chorus

Vodka and a packet of cigarettes
That's all it used to be but now
You're sniffing on snow when you're feeling low
Suffocating dreams that could have
Maybe for a minute I'd be down with that
But it didn't take long for me to see the light
You swore you had control of it
But when I stepped back you slipped on your supply

Chorus

Taking it back
I'm taking it back
Taking back my life
Taking it back
I'm taking it back
Taking back my life
Ain't nobody got no business stressing all the time
Taking it back
I'm taking it back
Taking back my life

Chorus

Taking it back
I'm taking it back
Taking back my life
Taking it back
I'm taking it back
Taking back my life
Ain't nobody got no business stressing all the time
Taking it back
I'm taking it back
Taking back my life


haha heidi totalli hates vdae..
her nick on msn is 'i know i sound sour... but i just hate valentines day.. well, at least i dare to admit it!'..
i doubt it'll make a diff for me since i nv spent vdae with anyone b4.. bt at least for the last 2 yrs i get to hear munyuk's valentine date stories and i was in boarding and there were ppl ard.. unlike now.. thanks wat my bro has to go back to camp tonight..
hah nvm used to it already..

just watched while you were sleeping.. so sweet.. =)

okay i'm tired and i'm going to nap..

[i cant always just pretend nothing happened..]

my soul cries out for more of you my lord..
my portion and hope..
i close my eyes and feel you near..
there's nobody else tat can take your place..
in my heart...


town todae with yy sab heidi..
nth much..

nt in the mood to say anything more..


okay i changed it.. heh
nitez world.


my blog has tis stupid music.. ahh bt i am too lazy to change the template again..
joss stone!

I hope your mind ain't working overtime
I hope your memories are full of good times with me
Don't trip if right now I can't answer the phone
Cause you know that soon I'll be coming home


fine lar my shirt is a bit see thru bt no need to keep staring right..
freaks and hum sep men in town..
stare and stare..
nv see a woman's bra b4 issit??
wan to see go lingerie shop la.. can go and touch the bra summore..
i wan to poke their eyes..


yay i am going out!!
okay just a normal dae out..
haha i'm just happy today la..
heh
cheers! =)


last nite heidi peter bro and i were hafing a session of fei1 chang2 nan2 nu3 in the living rm.. toked toked toked toked toked abt relationship probs.. then suddenly sumhow we ended up looking at old fotos..

ya who cares la i am happy can already wat..


hahaha funky rite?? 



yesterdae..
heidi kuanchin sabrina daisy peter came over..
we made pasta for dinner.. [was quite bad bt there was nth else to eat.. the sauce was too sour.. hah]
watched american idol together...
then yewei came over and met my 'family' hah..
[peter and him has sumthing in common! BIG ego and *ahem*_____________ ..... hahaha]
the rest played mahjong and i din play cz they dun allow beginners..!!
yiuyan joined us..
peter yy heidi and me were in the room talking rubbish and sum things...
[k la i will try to stop coming back to my stupid unconfident conclusion..

this morning i got woken up by the sound of mahjong tiles..
and i was actualli the last person in the house to wake up...
they were waiting for me to wake up so tat i cn prepare food..
bt we ordered pizza in the end..
watched tv til now......................................................




almost forgot..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heh



todae [okay yesterdae] was great..

i met serene.. she's a great girl.. realli like her..
and just when i was missing munyuk.. she called me from malaysia!!
had reunion dinner at yewei's plc..
[hey rmb to intro teckmeng to my best fren hor.. haha]

okay la i am A BIT homesick..







damn.



heh the aloe vera softener smells nice! hah nw i will haf scented clothes..

peter heidi sab stayed over last nite..
ate pizza and drank beer at midnite..
i only took a bite frm peter's pizza..
then was watching the hk show we rented.. which was hilarious.. hah
drew on peter's face with my eyeliner [pic will be uploaded soon hahahaha] at 130am in the morning..
then tok tok tok tok tok til like 430am....
[ya mayb i just dun want to face it and i just make myself not believe wat is obvious.. bt.. hai..]

service todae was great!
john bevere is gorgeous.. hah
peter was falling asleep..
then after climbing tat 4-storey non stop flight of stairs i had gastric..
i found out todae tat eating mint and drinking on empty stomach causes gastric..

okay i am quite bored..
still waiting 4 bro to cum home with my dinner..
it's lunar 28th todae.. so i spring cleaned!
so happy the plc is so clean~

=)




went town to meet brenda jamie and candy!
hah hafen seen brenda for agessss la..
ate.. walked ard.. sat down at cine bk and toked..
then went the orchard hse w candy.. almost fell aslp there..
went to cell grp..

[candy: breCkos rocks!]





peter says he misses us [me sab dz and heidi].. and he called us the hk aunties! TSK.. cant he give a nicer name..

[i just love my brother!]



Baby It's You

Can somebody explain to me
Why everbody is tryin' to be
Livin' like a celebrity
Doin' what they see on MTV
Ice is cool but I'm looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for
(Cuz that's me)
I don't ask for much (Baby)
Having you is enough

You ain't got to buy nothin'(it's not what I want)
Baby it's you
We don't have to go nowhere(it's not what I want)
Baby it's you
It's not 'bout what you got
I know you got alot
No matter what you do
You always get it hot
Its you (its you)
Baby all I want is you

It don't matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinnin' on the side
It don't matter where we go tonight
Cuz if I'm with you
I'll be all right
That's cool but I'm lookin for more
It's your love that my heart beats for (Cuz that's me)
Don't have to spend a dime (Baby)
I just want your time

You ain't got to buy nothin'(it's not what I want)
Baby it's you
We don't have to go nowhere(it's not what I want)
Baby it's you
It's not 'bout what you gotI know you got alot
No matter what you do
You always get it hot
Its you (its you)
Baby all I want is you



i ate 2 pieces of bread and i want to throw up now..
argh.....



recap..
yesterdae.. crashed tj w candy.. and attended jamie's lectures.. and the whole time i was drawing and doodling on jamie's notes.. apart frm maths lecture i was staring at the good looking maths lecturer and jamie and candy just roll their eyes la..
after tat went to lunch w candy at bedok..
met heidi at outram cz she was gg to dye hair..
i was so tired i fell asleep on the couch at the hair dresser's plc.. i was so soundly asleep tat i din even noe heidi finished until she woke me up..
and her dye job's nice..
walked ard outram a bit.. then went back to bishan.. walked ard.. bot dinner.. and went home..
ate.. watched tv.. i felt aslp again on the sofa while watching tv.. then heidi left..
10++ woke up and turned on the com.. and i din realise i left the com on and went to sleep..
so basically i was exhausted and my whole dae was in a daze..
i din even realise dad called..





okay tis is bad.. i dun feel hungry anymore..
since staying alone and all tat i hafen been eating regular meals..
i just eat for the sake of eating and just becoz it's meal time and i shld eat..
it's like.. i eat becoz it's 12 pm or 6pm becz it's lunch or dinner bt i am nt exactly hungry..
and the amt i eat is so little..
the worse thing is i constantly feel like throwing up.. [uncle morgan: i noe u will be saying it's cz of the one mth old! hah dun think i dunno k!]

richard gere is one handsome man. altho he's old. hah

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