haha fun=)


Love is always patient and kind
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful nor conceded
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offence
And is not resentful
Love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins but delights in the truth
It is always writen to excuse
To trust
To hope and to endure whatever comes
Love does not come to an end
There are three things that last
Faith
Hope and love
And the greatest of these is love


phew..
sch todae was slack..
i wasted one whole period during mechanics..
hah becz alex iain penny tied me in the jacket..
alex pulled the sleeves and crossed my hands and held it to my back..
penny pulled the hood over my head and pulled the strings so i cldnt see anithing...
iain tried to zip up the jacket so i cldnt struggle..
they threw me off the chair!!
i cldnt break free and all of them started posing for fotos with me tightly bound to the jacket..
TSK. mean ppl..
and during gp penny used my frenster account and anyhow add ppl and changed my msn nick..
sigh...
haha when sch ended everyone loitered outside the classroom.. alex tried to hit me bt got beaten up by mel and penny [my darlings] instead..
after sch went holland v to get my dinner and came home..
sigh packed food..

okay gg to nap now..


On My Own

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without himI feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.


i'm one foolish/childish person..
mayb it's just a test for me..

thank god for heidi..


it's easter todae..
okay i shall try to keep myself awake..
*slap slap*


bbq was great..
it's been such a long time since we all last sat down and chat..
food was nice too~
yupyup and we celebrated yy's birthdae..


hohoho it's easter tmr i'm so excited!!~~

yesterdae..
stayed home in the day..
and it's good friday and i was at home with two atheists [peter and my bro]..
stupid bro was playing tis song called 'anti-christ superstar'
TSK.
i got realli irritated...
went to j8 to meet yewei at 4++++..
then winston came..
walked ard j8 a bit then headed to town..
dinner at ajisen in scotts..
and teckmeng came..
haha listening to them tok about raymond and tis buddha person is just hilarious.. [haha who says guys dun gossip]
then went to meet raymond at taka..
winston was so mean he ask me to tell raymond tat i feel like gg clubbing..
and he summore helped me do the kan1chang3bai2.. evil person..
not say i bad.. bt raymond shld haf gaf a betta excuse rather than gg to the toilet..
he went toilet for 7652245 yrs???
and came back from toilet holding a green color topman bag folded up... hmmm..
and heidi and daisy came..
we went pubbing hah i think i am still underage??
ordered some funny stuff.. i think i only drank half bt i was already wobbly so i stopped myself from drinking anymore..
after tat we went supper at teckmeng's dad's plc... yummy~~
and yukun was high...
his whole face was red [he claims tat it's like tat] and he was very hyper and laughing continuously..
ate nice nice food.. and stingray.. [bluff us again.. say not spicy..]
stayed over and heidi's plc..
chatted til 3?

today..
at yy's plc now..
supposed to haf bbq bt i think it's pouring outside..
will see how later i suppose...

easter easter easter easter easter~~


i tell u the truth and u dun believe me.
i make up some story and lie to u then u haf sumthing else to say.
fine la wateva i say u r right anyway so wat's ur freaking point of asking me.
then y waste time repeating the same stuff to me week after week when u vent ur anger for no reason.
not only are u wasting ur time u r wasting mine too since u say i shld make time for studying.
tsk.


haha using penny's comp now..
she looooves me hah
yay it's good fridae tmr!
and easter sundae..
=)

worthy is the lamb....


update..
school's fun.. but i haf loads of work.. sigh..
i was supposed to do physics tutorial.. bt i fell asleep for 1hr+.. great i shall try doing it tonite or i'll do during break tmr..
mom went back todae..
i'm missing her already..
the house feels so empty..


i'm singing in the rain..
just singing in the rain..
wat a glorious feeling..
i'm happy again...
(okay there's no rain.. heh bt it's a happy song..)


haha i think too much..

nite nite world!


sigh..
how i wish james was in singapore.. hah

All the time that I knew you loved me
Because you were always there
Could I be mistaken
Believing that you really care


munyuk rocksssss
loooove her man..
my bestest roooomie~~
haha
she looks like a bun in all her china pics..

i'm so happy..
oh so happy..


=)
hoho i finished my carbohydrates and atomic structure!!
tmr i will meet munyuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my fellow bimbo roommie!!!!!
ohh i miss her sooo much!!
and shopping tmr! hah


sigh.. airtickets are so expensive..
called the agency to ask..
here are the respective prices...

singapore to shanghai (round trip)
1) singapore airlines: $730 + $130(tax) = $860.. =(
but if u travel in 4s.. [hah who wants to go shanghai??] the price is $620 + $130 = $750..[still expensive though..]
2) china eastern airlines: $590 + $80 = $670 [slightly cheaper and i can earn points for my membership.. if i'm taking tis i'll take midnite flights cz i can just sleep thru the flight since there's no tv on the flight.. and when i wake.. ta da! i'm in shanghai! and i save S$80 = RMB$400 ooh i can shop!]
3) malaysia airlines: $535 + $140 = $675 [but i have to transit at kuala lumpur... dad finally allowed me to take tis flight haha cz he said two yrs ago i was too young to take transit flights.. hah.. wat's the pt tho i mite as well take a direct flight.. but i tot i saw a promotion which was only $438.. hmm...]

singapore to hongkong (round trip)
cathay pacific: $288 + $73 = $361
[haha i noe it's cheap bt the trip gets quite tiring.. i have to take train from hk to shanghai (which is about 25 hrs) .. and i only get to stay in shanghai for at most 2 1/2 wks.. and i haf to take another trip to get back to hk for my flight back to singapore.. and i spend even more although the airfare looks cheap.. $361 + $220 (HK$1036--my 2 train tickets) + $320 (HK$1500--money spent in hk.. shpping n food n transport) = $901.. hmm.. i can go hongkong and shop! and i get to see heidi sab daisy peter edward yiuyan anna etc etc... but.. $200++ more just to see them..........heh sorry guys..]

ah! i'll ask for the price for 27th may.. mayb i'll be cheaper since holidae officially starts on 28th...
heh.. ooh and ask for midnite flights since they're normally cheaper!

[haha i am happy.. oh so happy~]


watched in good company..
hah we forgot to get the tickets and juz walked off..
it's okay.. sum parts r quite funny..
haha definitely betta than closer..
but i was sleepy during the show..

everyday..
i draw closer to you lord..
i long to see your face..
and hide in ur embrace..

oh i feel like dancing..
it's foolishness i noe..
but when the world has seen the light..
they will dance with joy..
like we're dancing now..


=)
i'm stressed bt happy!

okay i shall recap..
hoho school's fun.. and slack..
bt 50 bucks per day i die also will go sch..

thurs
met jamie after sch for dinner!!
ate bk.. then went coffee bean and jamie ate cake..
and i did a bit of work! hey at least i did sumthing..
then uncle morgan came.. jamie left..
went bk.. again....
no wonder he's so fat cz he one person ate two meals..

fri
sch..
haha tim and i sneaked out of sch during lunch..
i din haf lessons anymore.. bt tim skipped chinese hah..
took bus to town w him..
then met yewei [hah he shld thank me cz i saved him from the fortune teller!]
walked a bit.
met teckmeng (birthdae boy) at cine..
pastamania.. yewei ate [c i told you he was fat]
hmm winston and a fren of theirs came a bit later..
ooh i went partyworld to find daisy..
i miss her sooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was so happy to see her! =)
she walked me over to swensens..
ate ice cream! =)

benny hinn rocks..
he's cute.. hah
okay my fetish for old and cute and angmoh pastors is wrong..
it's so scary to see people start walking again and healed from terminal illnesses..
and the choir..
oh well..
never underestimate God's power and anointing..

stayed home the whole dae todae..

shunyi is soo cute..
he shall be mary since he calls me jane..
hmm i think he'll be quite good at jioing girls..

i shall read up on biological molecules now.


hoho!
=)


first day of school..
school was great..
the ppl r realli nice..
first thing in the morning before assembly everyone just came to say hi and intro themselves to me..
and even the younger ones came up and said hi..
yup realli sweet..
lessons were okay..
and penny was like falling aslp..
she went to sick bay to sleep during maths!
after sch went to get icecream at da paolo..
came home..

and i just got scolded for no reason.
tsk.


i pray tat everything goes well..

not in a very good mood today.
so guess there's nth much to say.


my mom was crazy todae..
she was splurging..
tsk tsk..

yewei asked me today wat was it tat i couldnt leave behind..
i was thinking for a moment..
actualli i realli dunno..
friends?
church?
the life here?
it's not easy to adapt to a new environment i guess..
it takes time..
and i am just not ready for it now..


heidi sab kc came over for lunch..
watched taxi..
funny show..
kc left..
then peter came over.. ard evening..
had dinner..
so full.. haha i love homecooked food!
great they're staying over..
i realli miss them.. so i'm realli glad to see them..
hah dunno y tho..
we're gonna haf a nice chat later..

tmr will be a betta dae..
i hope..

[still a little frustrated..]


okay..
acs intl?
i realli dunno..
it's either tis or overseas (including china)..
i'm not ready to leave singapore yet..
there are things i cant leave behind..

Lord.. guide me..
let Your will be done..


my mom says my eyes were gonna drop out when i was watching timothy go..
hey he's soooooo cute k!
bt he makes tis gayish expression when he was testing out the gadgets..
and dad says when our tv spoils again he's not gonna fix it..
so i cant watch timothy go..
TSK
evil dad.. >,<
hoho and wat's wrong with my house lights nowadaes..
the masterbed room light is also flickering..

sigh..
my parents just love me too much..
bt i feel guilty and not worthy of their love..

i need you here..
i need you here..
you're like the rain tat falls..
fall of this heart and make me new..


i'm blessed with the greatest friends..

just came back from airport..
realli glad to see mom..
saw tis little girl running towards the arrival gate into her daddy's arms..
very sweet..
=)

this is my cry..
my one desire..
just to be where you are lord..
now and forever..

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