1 and 1/2 more yrs then i'll leave singapore [hopefully]..
things will be fine in a new environment..


Time and time again I've said that I don't care
That I'm immune to gloom
That I'm hard through and through
But every time it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me
-- and they do


okay finally decided that i shld update......

the past week was okay..

watched sound of music last wed.. yup it was great but i think i preferred the storyline for the movie... but of coz live singing was better.. =) [the hills are alive]

thurs.. somehow i think i had something on thurs..................... hmm.......okay i forgot i wat it is if there was anything..

fri... was my shortest dae.. but was realli tired so came home to sleep.. then went out... city hall then town....

sat.. went yy's hse to play tennis.. then went j8 for dinner with james heidi sab yy and bro.. hafen actualli at dinner at tat hawker centre with them.. like we used to in sec2..

sun.. svc.. went out with class ppl.. and went lea salonga concert at nite.. [my favourite singer=) sang my favourite song/s and her voice was so clear and her vibrato is so strong..]..

mon..
wasnt realli tired til lunchtime.. was just lying down on the sofas in think tank and i fell aslp.. esther covered her sweater on me i din even noe until i woke up..
toked to james at nite.. i think he's godsent to tok to me about some things..

todae..
went back to crescent.. met jamie and audrey.. and audrey is ever so cute.. then went back to holland v and met kai penny and mel at delifrance.. went to shop for presents..

i feel blessed..
thank god for mel penny and esther who makes me feel loved everyday at school..

thank god for james.. he is realli godsent to stay over to talk to me about certain things..

thank god for cookie.. she's so cute and having her sleep by my pillow makes me feel that i'm not alone..

thank god for my parents.. although we're so far apart that we still have such strong relationship..

thank god for my bro.. for helping me do the chores and all the other minor stuff [which actualli is quite time consuming and tiring after a long day] and lightening my load.. and tho we do argue quite frequently [hah] but family still has a higher place than friends..

thank god for kai and chris.. for taxi rides home.. although u guys makes stupid jokes about me on the cab and got me scolded by the taxi driver.. nonetheless it's hilarious and esp today i felt that i hafen laughed so hard for such a long time..

thank god for sabrina heidi mingjie joshua.. for msging me just to ask me how i am.. =)


haha
some girls need to be protected more than other girls..
and guys like those girls cz they make them feel needed..
but heidi says that we are the 'dun need so much protection' people..
so tat's y we haf all the problems..
well but tat's the way i was brought up..
i was trained to be independent..
so tat's too bad i supposed..


i feel like being stabbed.
bt i'm too scared to know any more.
on my own.


i'm hurt.
again.
i could feel my heart drop when i heard tat.
i dont know wat to think now.
i dont wan to think too much.
i dont know how to respond to it.
i only feel stupid and foolish that all i thought i felt was wrong.
and it was on my own the whole time.


i feel blessed..
it's great to have so many people who care abt u..
especially when u're sick..
just a msg make me feel a million times betta..


oh my godddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hafen seen tim go in 1000yrs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and he's reporting news NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i screamed when i saw him on tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's cute cute cute cute cute cute cute!

ouch my butt hurts from the one hr of cycling...


i just cant help but wonder..

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