haha rather fun day todae.
well as usual i overslept.
so din go to school.
and school is so boring.
yesterdae we din do much in physics.

haha had dinner at hughlyn's place.
penny. nat. jonathan. drishti. iain. sugi.
=)
we were all just toking random stuff.
but it was sooo funny.
and drishti threatened to call up her ind*** brothers to beat me up.
just because she outnumbered me at tanjong rhu area.
i'm so scared. see i am traumatised tonight i cant sleep.
*sob sob*


omg i swear tis book is pissing me off.
and it's seriously making me feel like shit. S-H-I-T.
hahahahahahaha
but it's hilarious tho.
tim is also pissed off coz i was gifing him excerpts frm the book.
alex and manav got it for me as last yr's bdae present okay.

check tis out..
1) if he's not calling you, it's beczuse you are just not on his mind.
2) if he creates expectations for you, and then doesnt follow thru on little things, he will do the same for big things. be aware of tis and realise that he's okay with disappointing you.
3) dun b with someone who doesnt do what they say they are gg to do
4) if he is choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a reccurring fight, then he doenst respect your feelings and needs
5) busy is another word for ASSHOLE. ASSHOLE is another word for the guy you are dating
6) you deserve a fucking fone call

wahahahahahaha i love no. 5.
and tis is tim's response.
the faggot who wrote 'hes just not that into you' is sick in the head says:
hey you know.... if ppl actually followed what was said in the book.... there will b alot of kais around

the faggot who wrote 'hes just not that into you' is sick in the head says:
haha

the faggot who wrote 'hes just not that into you' is sick in the head says:
cos all spend their money on girls

the faggot who wrote 'hes just not that into you' is sick in the head says:
then get emo if the girls bastard them

tim says put disclaimer.
who cares seriously.
haha


oh.
omg i took so long to figure it out.
the jap band pronounced april as apreeel.
SPEED!!

school is so boring.
everyone is gg to school to sleep.
the library is like some motel that we all go to.
and you can see mushroom growing on my head.
which i will fry for drishti and nat to eat.

and tim only calls me his best friend because i am going to japan and he wants his live aid shirt.
which is really nice i agree.
DESTROY ALL says:
haha can u buy me that shirt if u see it in japan or sth
DESTROY ALL says:
best friend!!!
i see straight through you tim.
so disappointing.
hai.
haha.

hope everyone's well.


i found the torrent for long vacation.
yay.


i was bored.
so i went to search hello kitty.
and i found tis really funny.

Official profile of Hello Kitty
Name: Kitty White
Birthday: November 1, 1974
Blood type: A (Negative)
Place of birth: Suburban London
Height: That of five apples
Weight: That of three shiny apples
Good at: Baking cookies
Favorite food: Apple pie made by Mama (A.K.A. mum or Mary)
Favorite word: "Friendship"
Collects: Small cute things like sweets, stars, goldfish, etc.
Best school subjects: English, history, music, visual arts and pie eating.
Description: A bright and kind-hearted kitten. Very close to her twin sister Mimmy.


honestly. will you buy a shampoo with an ad like tis?


wow.
another malay singapore idol.
not being racist here it seems to be a trend.
well okay see you in suria then.
oh or maybe at 7-11.

anyway.
1) i counted. paul twohill flinged his hair like 11 times in a 30sec performance. i think he's trying to attract a shampoo company to use him.
2) wat kind of stylist did they hire man. the girls had to wear like satin GOLD. the whole time the light was reflecting on their tummy and they look so damn fat. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY. why is jasmine tye's 2nd tit (the flab of meat that is between ur boobs and ur arms) showing in every dress she was wearing. wat are the stylist there for. TELL HER TO TUCK IT IN PROPERLY DUDE.
3) and tanya chua looked like the dowager okay. she wore so many freaking blings they all seem to be weighing down on her. well just like the empress dowager.
4) energy was good. but just when i tot they saved the show. shuwei's suspenders fell off and DID ANYONE SEE HIM TRIP AND ALMOST FELL?????


haha.
everyone should go to watsons and see the zoe tay product.
the one which has the advert of her lying down with this hmmm face and with the slogan.. "the secret to beautiful skin? i swallow........"
hahahahahahhaa i laughed so hard when i saw it.

omg my head hurts like hell.
i just rmbed wat penny said..
"mainstream fatima"
hahahahahahha.

difference between a singapore beggar and a hongkong beggar.
1) singapore beggars smells like lux. hongkong beggars smell like drain.


this is a really sweet.

In a while
In a word
Every moment now returns
For a while
Seen or heard
How each memory softly burns
Facing you who brings me new tomorrows
I thank God for yesterdays
How they led me to this very hour
How they led me to this place

Every touch
Every smile
You have given me in care
Keep in heart
Always I'll
Now be treasuring everywhere
And if life should come to just one question
Do I hold this moment true?
No trace of sadness
Always with gladness
"I DO..."

Now a song that speaks of now and ever
Beckons me to someone new
Unexpected
Unexplored
Unseen
Filled with promise coming through

In a while
In a word
You and I forever change
Love so clear
Never blurred
Has me feeling wondrous, strange

And if life should come to just one question
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness
Always with gladness
"I DO..."


quote of the day:
1) LAMcheon meat.

jerilyn's party last night.
jerilyn looked GORGEOUS and SO GLAM.
okay and tim was drunk.
yes he did.
and he did 1001 stupid things that i am gg to bring to everyone right now.
1) i slapped him. and his answer was "LAM! THAT WASNT PAINFUL AT ALL! I DIN FEEL ANYTHING!" and so i slapped him like 25 times more. and juncai punched him til he fell of the chair but all he said was "AWESOMENESS". btw i haf that on video.
2) he proclaimed that chris was his best friend. so i asked "tim what about me??" and he looked at me blankly.. "but lam.. u chased me out of your house that day..".."so am i your best friend??".. *nod nod nod LIKE A TEN YEAR OLD* "yes yes. ya you are my best friend. but u chased me out of your house.."
3) yes and tim just before u think u are cute. you yelled at the whole table "HEY YOU NOE WHAT LAM ORDERED KFC COUPLES MEAL BUT SHE'S GOT NO BOYFRIEND HAHAHA WHAT A LOSER. BUT LAM IS MY BEST FRIEND."
4) and i asked tim. "who is asswipe" (okay juncai's friend was called SY.. but when he introduced himself i heard asswipe like 2 times and i huh-ed). and he pointed at that guy "HIM!!". "who???say louder??". "HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
5) so we were hafing our main course. and nat said that the piece of chicken meat was fish. and tim just held the chicken at eye level and went "WOW THAT MUST BE A REALLY BIGGG FISH".
6) and nat said to tim that the chicken was meant for alex. and when tim took a bite out of it. i reminded him that it was for alex. tim put the chicken down and said "i'm ssooooooorry."
7) nat also said the onion was for alex. tim took it and wrapped it in kleenex cz he wanted to keep it for alex.
8) nat gaf tim a code word: spiderman is a pimp. and tim counted the no. of word with his fingers while saying it out simultaneously. "spi-der-man-is-a-pimp. that's 6 WORDS nat! haha trying to bluff me ar. i'm not stupid."
okay there are like tons more i think i am so tired trying to recall..

then it was stayover at nat's.
i just fell asleep.
and apparently.. james they all were saying sth about shaving my eyebrows etc etc and i suddenly woke up and said "fuck you all if u guys are gg to do that".
okay and my face is dry like hell my whole body is dry like hell.
gg back to nat's later i think.
but i need to first bathe. scrub. mask.


james your lower lip is supposed to be bleeding like..
right now.

okay meeting nat drish and penny at 12 for mani.
i hate it when manicurists are eavedropping to ur conversations.
TSK.


went to town with azfar aqeel jiayi and bryan.
it was the most hilarious thing ever shopping with azfar and aqeel.
1) we went to paul smith. and i pointed to this red shirt and i told aqeel that i think it'd look nice on him. and when aqeel said he'll try it the sales person said it was a girls shirt. and azfar actually knew it and he just stood there laughing. and the whole time at paul smith and azfar asked the stupidest questions about the cup and toothbrushes. oh yes and pencils.
2) we went to ralph lauren. holy crap it's the funniest thing EVER okay. seriously YOU NEED TO BE THERE TO ACTUALLY EXPERIENCE THE FEELING OF OMG-PLS-SEND-ME-TO-A-MENTAL-INSTITUTION-RIGHT-NOW. in an attempt to piss aqeel off. azfar was trying every single shirt aqeel tried. and toking about buying every thing aqeel wants. prada bag included.

okay then we went to meet jerilyn kathi kristi kane juncai.
then it was just shop shop shop shop shop.
warehouse. topshop. daniel yam. forever 21. tangs. fareast.
hoho i am so proud of kane he bought soooo many things from far east okay. and he wants to go there more often.
but then again kane u still haf to lose 10 pounds to pull all those things off.
oh wait.
10 pounds is not even enough.

and it was left with kane and i.
so we went to tcc at lido.

i'm so tired.
nightz.
i gotta blow dry my hair in 10mins.
before my 1am check-up/hook-up with nat and drishti.

james: *bites lower lip* I KNOW YOU LOVE MY FACEEEEEEEE. LALALALALALALALA


heyheyhey wat's cracking mayn??
just came home.
i dunno why but my room smells like nat's jacket.

haha james.
i noe you love my face.
and a big no no to how you treat your best friend.
i can hear his heart shatter.
*ping*
did u hear that.

okay i am putting just lose it on repeat.


just lose it.
uh uh uh uh uh.
go crazy.
uh uh uh uh uh.
touch my body.
i mean girl just touch my body.

i'm always in drishti nat and esther's hearts minds souls and ASSES.
MUACK


i'm watching the oprah winfrey show.
the american debt diet series.
i think all these people who are tempted to shop and buy stuff but they cant afford it should just stay home and have sex with their partner.
come on. you are in debt and unhappy.
and sex is free and it'll make you happy.
see you dont have to pay for all good things in life.


1) morning. this ofs guy on the bus. i think he emptied the whole bottle of cologne on himself. i almost suffocated on the bus. angela said maybe he din bathe for 3 days. okay that explains the oily hair then. i noe overnight hair is easier to style. but urs is dripping oil i think it can light a whole campfire.
2) i refused to let tim come over. haha
3) i just woke up and i dreamt that nat drishti kai and i were gg to eat kfc. so i ordered kfc.
4) i dreamt that i set the econs mcq paper. in the form of a crossword puzzle.
5) and the lady made me order the couple's meal. omg hafen they ever thought about people who stayed alone? this will make them feel lonelier than they already am you know.
6) okay i really don't understand why ellen degeneres starts off her show dancing around the audience everyday.

eating. bye.


haha this is for nat.
MY EGO IS XXL OKAY!




okay here's why i am bored.
1) i am surfing friendster okay.
2) i am repeating the same song for like 10000000 times and trying to catch the lyrics.
3) okay i called mom i wanted to chat but she is busy.
nvm. i am just bored.


okay i have never understood what's with this bitching between raffles and acs ppl.

and kai almost wound down the window and spat at those ri boys.
just because we passed by ri.
this is kai's response:
1) I WANT TO BOMB THE SCHOOL.
2) FUCK LOOK AT ALL THOSE RI BOYS FUCKING SCRAWNY AND WUSSY LA. LOOK AT MY BICEPS. WHEN I WAS SEC 1 I WAS FAT FAT CUTE CUTE OKAY.
3) LOOK AT THIS SO SKINNY SHIRT SO SMALL PANTS SO HIGH.
4) WAH LOOK AT THIS ONE EVEN WORSE SO SKINNY PANTS SO HIGH SOCKS SO HIGH. THINK HE WEARING STOCKINGS.


okay.. the rain and changing weather has left me with..
1) a migrane.
2) a runny nose.
3) an aching knee joint.
4) the feeling of aging.


hahaha okay i cant believe i forgot to blog about this.

time: 2ish
location: somewhere in bugis after tuition
characters: kai and i

there was tis old lady about late 60s. her hands were shaking and she said "give me $2 to buy lunch pls." in chinese. and kai just walked pass her.
so i asked kai..
me: kai why you don't you want to give??? she hasnt eaten and she's so old!
kai: wah lao eh. her clothes so fresh and she smells like lux. u want to gif meh?

sigh.. kai kai kai..


boi tim cries hearing this song okay.
ya i noe he is in the band of biceps but he claims he's the sensitive side.
just because he sings powerpuff girls theme song and he cries listening to this:

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Will Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

tim.. tim...
tsk tsk














daniel bernoulli. george gabriel stokes. albert einstein. nichola tesla. alfred russel wallace. charles darwin. max karl ernst ludwig planck.
[pictures are in order]

i hereby declare that all the scientists are my boyfriends. and i will sleep with them every night okay. well in my head tat's wat i mean.
haha 7.
good number.
one to keep me satisfied each day of the week.
haha.


okay so it all started out with tim's innocent comment.

"lam i think after i used kiehls moisturizer my face is betta already le."

and i also started out with me not knowing how to respond to that comment.

*looking at my palms* "omg i'm so handsome. i'm so goodlooking. look at my lips. look at my eyes. look at my NOSE. muack muack muack"

and so. kai and i decided to rock timmy's little world.

part 1
KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
ahhahaha

konglam--- OMG I:
tim

konglam--- OMG I:
i really think ur face improved

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
wa lau...

konglam--- OMG I:
but really i think u look betta

konglam--- OMG I:
like the more i look at u the betta looking u are le

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
ya

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
lam fuck off

konglam--- OMG I:
tim*

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
?

konglam--- OMG I:
wat if i say i like u

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
then u fuck me tmr la k

konglam--- OMG I:
er..

konglam--- OMG I:
i am being serious here.....

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
haha u test my reaction

konglam--- OMG I:
wat?

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
siaoz not funny la

konglam--- OMG I:
wat's not funny

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
cos ur talking shit la

konglam--- OMG I:
i am serious tim

konglam--- OMG I:
omg.

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
wtf?!

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
u tryin to make me think that im damn handsome right u slut

konglam--- OMG I:
omg tim

konglam--- OMG I:
do u do that to every girl that confesses to u

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
erm no cos no one has before?

konglam--- OMG I:
okay

konglam--- OMG I:
so what are u going to do about me

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
fuck u la i bet ur copying n pasting all of this shit to kai

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
hha

konglam--- OMG I:
omg no wonder no fucking girl likes u

konglam--- OMG I:
i am telling u the truth and u fuck me up like that

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
wa lau if like penny or someone does this shit is funny la

konglam--- OMG I:
why

konglam--- OMG I:
how am i different

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
if is u then not funny la

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
cos....... not funny la see ur bloody nick also

konglam--- OMG I:
omg tim

konglam--- OMG I:
so u are just going to keep doing this to me

konglam--- OMG I:
when i am not even joking

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
haah youre quite persistent arent u. anyway... i''d like u too much as a
friend to ever go out with u anyway

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
does this bring this convo to an end?

konglam--- OMG I:
are u pissed

konglam--- OMG I:
okay u just rejected me

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
its not even funny la

konglam--- OMG I:
look i am not trying to be funny okay

KIEHL'S KIEHL'S:
if ur joking u owe me 4 pints of erdinger i swear

part 2
time: about 9ish pm
location: supposedly junction 8 but it's actually my place
so kai called tim and said i was drunk becz tim rejected me.
tim freaked out.
but in actual fact we were laughing out asses off in my room.
kai should seriously win an oscar for his wonderful acting skills.
okay the joke would have continued with me trying to hold tim's hand but our darling chris gave us away.
thanks.

anywayz..
1) tim. actually i was also pasting for drishti and nat too.
2) in tim's world. the currency is BEER. $5 is BEER. $10 is also BEER. he thinks he can buy anything and everything with beer. and the one thing i would really like to see is tim using BEERS to pay for his plain black armani PIMA COTTON tshirt.
i think it will go sth like this..
cashier: sir, $59.90 pls?
tim: *looks thru his wallet* oh can i pay in kegs of beer?? i have.. tiger.. heineken and erdinger..


todae is sooo boring.
tuition in the morning and i felt so insecure cz i forgot my fone.
okay din do much after tuition.
came home.
oh we took this really really screwed up cab with died 3 times.
and had no air con.
i was okay with no aircon but kai on the other hand with the same amount of fats as seals and a walrus wasnt doing so good i think.

in the end i went out with amrit.
shopped a bit.
we went to met kane and angela.
john tucker must die was good.
and amrit i am seriously getting you that thong for extra swing.

went to taka.
kane and amrit said there was tis guy singing you raised me up in the toilet.
so they both couldnt pee.
ooh and kane and i were saying that next time we are gg to antarctica for holidays with natkwee and she will refuse to come back with us cz she will be like "I DUN WANT TO GO BACK. I FOUND MY FELLOW BROTHERS AND SISTERS [penguins] AND I AM STAYING HERE WHERE I BELONG."

i hafen seen natkwee and drishti and esther T for like the longest time.
oh well i bet they miss me and they need to see my picture every night before they sleep just to feel my presence.
hohoho.


okay mom's found me a school in shinjuku.
cant wait.


but hafing said all that.
i still want the eye gel.
mom is getting it for me when we go back to hongkong.


okie i had a long day.
chem paper.
i wanted to pee so badly.
and after paper mr lim was teaching me how to find a rich husband.
haha and he was naming suitable candidates for me okay.
mr lim is too lame.

okie yes i am listening to follow me now.
anyway.
then i went to town with angela.
walked walked walked.
and then we went to this place at wheelock which custom blends your skincare products.
and cz i wanted to check for eye gel/cream.
angela got cleanser toner and moisterizer and all.
and we got a free skin check.
where they use this i dunno wat's that thing and maximises ur whole skin surface and projects it onto the screen.
omg my eyeball almost rolled out i swear.

1) she said my skin was sensitive and red. but pls seriously at the age of 18 i probably tried so much more skin care products than u already have at the age of 28 (okay i am just assuming she was 28). and i NEVER EVER had rashes or allergic reactions after using ANY of wateva skin products. so how does that make my face sensitive????? *roll eyes*

2) she was comparing like angela mine and her own hair on the skin and hair follicles and i dunno wat. and she said angela's hair is DEAD because they were all pointing down. and she said mine was SLIGHTLY ALIVE because they were tilted to an angle (oh wait she din say they were slightly alive. she said they were sleeping. wtf!?). and she scanned her own and she said hers were healthy coz they were pointing up. like WTF. HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW THAT HAIR STANDING UP MEANS U GOT GOOD SKIN. FUCK LA THEN NOW SHOULDNT U JUST ASK ME TO USE A BRUSH AND BRUSH MY FACE HAIR UPWARDS SO THAT IT STANDS. HEALTHY SKIN WHAT. *roll eyes again*

3) she says i have OILY skin. omg. auntie. I HAVEN WASHED MY FACE SINCE 6AM IN THE MORNING OF COZ MY FACE OILY LA. THEN WAT MY FACE SHOULD BE FLAKING DEAD SKIN CZ OF DRYNESS ISSIT. seriously man. i told angela next time i go toilet and wash and scrub my face first and do the same skin test. see whether u still say my face is oily. *roll eyes for the 3rd time*

and she says her skin is healthy. pls la with ONE-INCH THICK POWDER I CAN STILL SEE KINKS ON UR FACE. and u tell me ur skin is healthy because ALL THE HAIRS ARE STANDING UP. please.
folks. please start brushing ur face hair in an upward motion everyday okay because it means healthy skin.

oh wait. and she said despite my face being oily, sensitive and most importantly, SLEEPING.
my skin is still damn good.
then like that i think everyone should sing lullaby to their skin also so they will fall asleep and turn out damn good.

after that.
i met heidi for dinner.
and we talked so much rubbish.

cant guys just put down their pride and ego for once.
if u are going to let something which may never come back to you ever again go.
just because you cant put ur pride and ego aside for once.
i think it's really stupid.


my all-time favourite song.
heidi would know.
haha.

i love him.
but when the night is over.
he is gone.
the river's just a river.
without him.
the world ard me changes.
the trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

i love him.
but everyday i'm learning.
all my life.
i've only been pretending.
without me.
his world will go on turning.
a world that's full of happiness.
that i have never known.

i love him.
i love him.
i love him.
but only on my own.


omg i am so touched.
follow me.
hahahaha dedicated to MEEEE okay by esther T. nat-a-ly KWEE. and drishti MULANI.
see how it rhymes.
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i think the "what kind of man turns you on" test is fucked up.
the last time i did it it was "buff bad boy".
this time it's tough guy.
dotz.

The Princess an extraordinarily shocking result!!!

High Maintenance :: Thoughtful :: Moderately Sexual :: Loyal It sure costs a lot to keep you happy, but you're very sweet and he feels like you're worth it, you do satisfy him in bed, and you are trustworthy. You must be a hot little number, let's hope that beauty doesn't fade because if it does it's going to be a lot harder to keep him so damn whipped!

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: %20alt="free%20online%20dating"%20src="32-Type Dating Test

Tough guy You scored 55% masculine, 64% athletic, 45% exotic, and 43% refined!

You love men, you love testosterone and you know it. You like a bad-ass man who knows what he wants. He isn't what you might bring home to mom but I don't think it really matters - he's hot! Someone like.....Vin Diesel. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test!

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omg i hate hate hate hate hate having dreams where i am the victim and i am being chased.
waste my 2 hrs of sleeping time because i wake up even more tired than b4.
and today i was chased by my grandma.
yes in my dream my grandma can run okay.
she was trying to stop me from leaving or sth.
and i was running towards the train and she chased me all the way.
and i woke up feeling breathless like i just ran 2.4.'


Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and
I dont understand
When I reach out
I dont find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but
I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you

tired.
night.


2 and a half months.
i dun want to regret not having done something.
ah wateva.
fuck it i don't need this.


fuck you both.
tim and kai.
pissing me off on the mrt train.
thanks.

omg natkweeming.
*-man loves you too. dun worry haha.
dun feel unloved.
oh and dun be JEALOUS cz i noe u totally are.


(11:48 PM) konglam--- danie:
here nat
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
OH
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
MY
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
GOD
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
ROTFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
*DIES*
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
*GETS UP READS IT AGAIN*
(11:48 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
*DIES AGAIN*
(11:49 PM) drishti;*:
hahahahahahahaha
(11:49 PM) EL CAPITAINE / &:
(repeat as necessary)

hai see la.
another time when i feel like i dunno why i hang out with them.
but i love you both la.
4lyfe.


just toked to edward.
omg i miss you soooooooo much x10000000000.
and you!
i cried when u left okay!
i so did not paste my saliva at my eye.
and ya edward also just told me the funniest thing.
you are at the prime time of your life okay. i think i betta see you now before you start to age.
thanks edward.
and the picture on your blog is really ugly.
haha even you say so yourself.

okay so..
just now tim was at my place..
and he spilled cornflakes all over my table..
obviously i asked him to clean it up right..
and as he swept the cornflakes into the bin..
he dirtied my bible..
and so i said "oi tim! you are dirtying my bible! are u trying to treat god to cornflakes??"
tim and kai finds it hilarious.
and i really don't know why.


okay i have two idiots trying to hug each other in front of me.
"man" hug.
FUCK OFF KAI.


omg omg omg omg stats.
argh i should have just stuck to mechanics.
WHY!!!

2 stories today.

time: night at bishan park
characters: tim and chris
tim: tay ping hui is damn handsome and damn buff la. i saw him in real life.
chris: ya that's good. but can he be trusted?
[!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?]

time: 6-ish at my place
characters: me, kai and tim
*watching the oprah winfrey show*
tv: oprah is a earth angel.
kai: ya i kinda agree.
tim: ya. she's a earth colored angel.


haha manav rocks la okay.
mayb one day i may decide to have a baby with an indian.

konglam--- i am sam. says:
OH YA
konglam--- i am sam. says:
and i wanna get married by 24
konglam--- i am sam. says:
if not i dun wanna marry anymore
konglam--- i am sam. says:
then mayb i will find u to make a baby with me
Manav says:
k
Manav says:
91161610
Manav says:
try to remember for when ur unmarried at 24


skin care tip #3
1) exfoliate once a week. for people with rougher skin or thicker skin. 1-2 times a week would be sufficient. exfoliate using a facial scrub. just massage your face with it. use one that's less harsh. like one that says gentle scrub.
2) after scrubbing your face. throughly clear your pores by either 1) steam treatment. just put your face over a pot of extremely hot water or 2) personal recommendation: Lancome Pure Focus Masque - it's a self-heating mask that you massage on your face and it will heat up as a result and it helps open up and unclog pores. just gently massage and wash off.
3) use an ice cube. rub it over your face. ice helps to shrink pores quickly.

tadah!! your face will feel soft and clean. haha =)


loving someone.
losing myself.
only got me to blame.

yay.
friday i am going shopping.
thank you yewei for accompanying me.
i hope no project suddenly comes up or sth.
haha u need a break.
i need.
1001 things.

inside joke of the day:
come for breakfast
okay nat and amrit would know.
hate u two seriously.

time: 4-ish
location: holland village nydc
characters: nat. tim. penny.
nat: penny i really want to get inside your head for one day and see what you think about everyday.
penny: haha all men in my head are naked.
tim: *turns to penny* and in your head you had boobs.


i woke up with tissss song in my head.

If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security

haha nat: that fucker ******************** and OMG SNORT SNORT.

k gg to sch now.
all the best to everyone for exams.



What must I do to make you understand?
You mean everything to me
Don't have the strength to say
Give this heart of mine a chance
And maybe then you will see

I'll do anything, do anything that you tell me
I'll be there, I'll be there if you need me

Reachin' out to you
Do you feel it too
Lovin' you is all I wanna do
I'm completely sure
I've never felt this way before
When I smile you know that there is something more

What must I do so I can make you see
The light that shines in my eyes
You brighten up my day
You even help me find my way
I wish you're always by my side

And I can't stop, don't know how to stop
Thinkin' of you
And I'll do anything, do anything to be near you

Reachin' out to you
Do you feel it too
Lovin' you is all I wanna do
I'm completely sure
I've never felt this way before
When I smile you know that there is something more

Reachin' out to you
Do you feel it too
Lovin' you is all I wanna do
I'm completely sure
I've never felt this way before
Deep inside you know that there is something more
Deep inside you know that there is something more


tim and kai are going to charge me for using them as my main characters all the time.
omg seriously i have been seeing them everyday of my holidays it's not even funny.

time: 5pm
location: in the lift of depot rd blk 112B - math tuition
characters: kai. tim. chris. penny.

kai: *bouncing like an overSIZED 5-yr-old*
chris: *bouncing like an overGROWN 5-yr-old* more bounce per ounce!!!
tim and penny: *clinging onto the handles for life*
tim: i have fat AND STUPID friends. *then points at chris and kai* dumb and fatter. *gets beaten up*

sigh.



i extracted tis frm kane's.
TSK. idiot.
I went to Lams house last night and we watched "i am sam" which was an emotional experience for lam. When i reached her house i was greeted by this big ugly bird which had her hair tied up and it was beyond hideous. Her fat ass kept blocking the television as she kept standing up to reach for the tissue. LIKE DUDE I WANNA BE EMO TOO BUT YEAH YOUR ASS..IM JUST SPEECHLESS. i swear she cried as if she lost someone or saw kristi ann ong. Her eye puffed up as if hiroshima got hit by a nuclear bomb. Anyways SOB..SOB...SOB and STOP FRIGGING CRYING. OR should i use the words WEEP and MOURN ? Seriously. funeral parlors should hire you to be their mascot and stand at their door looking so unkempt with that alien like hair style and WEEEP. They need her to create the sad and down atmosphere. Lam look at it as something positive. Your beast like features and weird personality can help people through traumatic times. Anyway lam i know you still love me. =) yeah i love you too. NOW STOP CRYING bitch.

HIROSHIMA NUCLEAR BOMB OKAY.


nat you seriously need to stop laughing when u read my blog.
i can hear you laughing from hereeee.
and u need to stop laughing before your lungs burst.
shit i think i just heard a splattering sound too.

EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH I AM SAM.
and kane cant stop laughing at me just because i cried from beginning to end.
kane: omg lam you cried like you lost someone. *laughter*
FEELINGS kane.


time: 1pm
location: void deck of depot road blk 112b - math tuition
characters: tim and kai

kai: *bouncing in the lift like a 5 year-old on the way up to the 15th level*
tim: * leaning against the wall in fear*
*beep* 15th storey
kai: *steps out of the lift laughing*
tim: *runs out of lift* I HATE HAVING FAT FRIENDS.


i hate to do things halfway.
hurhur.
inside joke.

nothing funny happened to me today.
boring.
devil wears prada is good.
oh and i bumped halley today.
haven seen him in such a longgg time.
i miss __(fill in the blanks)__.
my mother la cannot issit.


i love playing mind games.
viresh babe.
stop trying.
not going to work.
haha and i already gave u an answer.


location: holland village (the so-called windmill shopping centre).
character: kai.

kai: *walks from yakun towards bee cheng hiang but unfortunately was no where near bee cheng hiang YET*
salesman 1 from bee cheng hiang: *shouts frm bee cheng hiang* EH BOY AR SAN ZA MEI YOU LE! (haw flakes sold out)


tim's power**** girls song.
********** trying to touch ***'s boobs..........................
okay kai and i can only recall one line so we will ask tim again later.
those who wants to know wat the asteriks are u can ask me.
then i will decide whether to tell you.
haha.

kiehl's kiehl's kiehl's kiehl's kiehl's.
tim is a FAG.



location: armani exchange changing room.
characters: tim and kai.

tim: *just tried on a plain black tshirt* should i buy it?
kai: omg it's so plain! don't buy la tim.
tim: but it's nice right! so comfortable! i love the material.
kai: who goes to armani exchange and buys a plain black shirt? which doesnt even say AX anywhere except on the collar tag?
tim: but it's PRIMA COTTON!!!
kai: ya ya tim penis cotton la.
tim: but but...
kai: read my face. what does it say? -__-
tim: it says "I WEAR NAUTICA SHIRTS."




11pm at bishan park.
taken by kane.
professional photographer.


TIME: 12mn.
LOCATION: outside bishan mrt.
RETARD NO. 3: KAI

kai: is 7-11 still open now?


tim peed in his pants.
when people at the age of 8 don't even do that.
tim does it at the age of 18.

how it happened: him unzipping his pants and peeing. but without realising the pee was coming downwards because his little brother was flaccid.

my advice for tim: you have hands and fingers. so please use it to help you with your aiming. in case you don't know how. maybe you can ask kai or sth. hai.

omg tim just scared me from behind.
idiot.
okay tim kai and i are going bishan park now.
later.


i was just thinking about how ppl get blamed for things they never did.
i have ONE analogy for this.
have u been to public toilets when you queued so long for the toilet.
and when you actually entered the cubicle you realised that somebody just peed all over the toilet.
you bear with it and just do you thing.
after you are done you flush and walk out but the pee is still on the toilet bowl.
as you watch the next person walk into the same cubicle you are like thinking that person is probably thinking and cursing you for peeing all over the place but you din do anything.

okay that was random.

met ppl at holland v for lunch.
tuition.
sat at the park with kai for like 2 hrs?
studying time.
ciao.


did everyone / every girl have a barbie when they were young?
i just remembered that i didn't.
i never played with toys. is that very strange?
dexter laughed at me when i said i had no toys when i was young.
i had a different childhood la k.
haha.

konglam--- *cringe cringe* says:
did u haf barbie dolls when u were young
drishti;* says:
ya of course
drishti;* says:
so many
drishti;* says:
then i would think their hair could grow back
drishti;* says:
and i'd like cut all their hair
********************************************

Dairy is Crazy says:
HAHAHAH
Dairy is Crazy says:
you should see my sister's dolls...
Dairy is Crazy says:
she used markers and crayons as make up
Dairy is Crazy says:
and she cut their hair too
Dairy is Crazy says:
they looked like demon dolls k
Dairy is Crazy says:
hahah
konglam--- *cringe cringe* says:
i am sad
konglam--- *cringe cringe* says:
how come everyone had barbies
Dairy is Crazy says:
haha maybe in china u played with chickens instead
Dairy is Crazy says:
so its fair
Dairy is Crazy says:
cos we didnt get to play with chickens
*****************************************
eh tim i was born in HONGKONG. omg not some farm in china!



look at alex and tim. hmm.

m-o-x.


shanghai tai tai okay.

okay does look that black from the pic.

but trust me it was thick and black.

rmb my smoky eye effect on founders day dinner which was sooooo thick and BLACK. (will upload picture if i find one to show you the thickness)
bet you were wondering how i got it removed.

so here goes..

skin care tip 2:
use olive oil to remove eye makeup. especially eyeliner and mascara.
just pour 3-5 drops onto your palms and rub them onto your face and eye area gently.
then use a makeup removing face wash and clean off the oil and make up.
for those remaining bits of unwashed eyeliner.. gently use a cotton bud and clean it off.

olive oil removes make up instantly i am not even joking. and it's non alcoholic unlike some of the makeup removers so it wun dehydrate ur face further. in fact. it's moisturizing.

i noe chris and kane and james etc etc has been laughing at me using olive oil. they first thing they say every time they saw me was "OLIVE OIL".

but.
seriously try it.


today was warm up okay.
i did bio tutorial.
wow.

yes tim and i ended up toking at bk.
haha tim i noe your deepest darkest secret.
*cringe cringe*
and i had ur diet planned out for you.
*cringe cringe*

i am gg to study.
after my face mask.


omg i hafen done night shift in like 4602184860 years.
i just want to lie on my bed and never get up again.
but before i do that.
let me recap on what happened during my interesting evening and night shift.
1) went to thai expressed for dinner. i asked for green curry the waiter asked me to order all 3 types they had. =S
2) auntie serena told me 1001 things about dr bok. i just sat there and laughed my ass off. esp the story abt her walking into his room and smelt oranges and asked why he eating oranges alone. and he replied that he already ate 10.
3) a lady came to see a doctor complaining of vaginal irritation. by irritation i mean itch.
4) and 2 fucking retards called mount elizabeth a&e department at 4am.

i believe there's a story behind every msn nick. and here's my story for the following msn nick of mine..

konglam---"i'm seriously having chest pains". hahaha. hahaha. "hi this is nat". hahaha. hahaha.

*ring ring*
me: hello a&e how can i help you?
retard no. 1: hello can i speak to a doctor about chest pain?
me: wat?
retard no. 1: *laughing x 9999* i need to tok to a doctor.
me: fuck off drishti.
retard no. 1: I'M SERIOUS OKAY. I HAVE A CHEST PAIN. hahaha.. hahaHA.. haHAHA...HAHAHA.

5mins later.
*ring ring*
me: hello a&e can i help you?
retard no. 2: hi this is nat.
me: oh my god.
retard no. 2: *giggling like her tongue's gg to be cut of tmr* hahaha i dun wan to talk to you. *giggle giggle giggle giggle giggle*

....
dun ask me why.
sometimes i wonder why i hang out with them.
seriously.


I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through
(oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
with a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right
CHORUS
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy


I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right
CHORUS
I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name,
and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

omg *SNORT SNORT*


kai ; even though she doesn't want me around, I am on my feet to find her. says:
your mom damn cute.

okay kai.
i noe my mom said u were handsome.
and i am black and short and u are too handsome for me.
and she is buying alcohol for everyone.
but i am cuter okay.
bleah.


just came back frm my weekly groceries shopping at j8.
tis lady.. wearing like some huge flowery skirt.. those that has the zip on the back.. i think she was like 40+ or sth..
okay so the zip was undone. and her white cotton high-waist granny knickers were showing.
i mean OBVIOUSLY U SEE STH LIKE THAT U WILL TELL THE PERSON RIGHT.
out of goodness i told her and she gives me a BLACK face okay.
dun understand y all these ppl are so ungrateful.
once in shanghai airport also.. tis girl had her period on her skirt. so of coz i told her "hey miss there's sth on your skirt mayb u should go to the toilet and wash it". she glares at me and walks off.
like thanks.
in case u guys might think that konglam likes to say things damn loudly.. i told them discreetly okay.

like it's MY fault that ur zip was undone. i didnt unzip it for you what.
and even if i did. who asked you to be wearing granny knickers. and it's not my fault that you didnt place you pad properly on your underwear. use and extra long one la. who says you cant use the night-use ones in the day. the whisper wrapper doesnt say "FOR NIGHT USE ONLY. IF YOU USE IT IN THE DAY YOU WILL HAVE PERIOD FOR LIFE."

and
my mom lost her passport and identification documents.
seriously omg sometimes i want to strangle my mom for her blurness or for her being so ignorant about all these.
examples:
1) she left her whole handbag at the cashier once. i went like "MOM YOUR BAG!" and she still laughs and say "hahahhaha my bag too small i forgot about it."
2) she dropped her purse in the middle of the busiest street in shanghai. when the whole day i have been telling her to put her damn purse in her bag cz she has extremely high tendency to drop/lose/dunno-where-she-put it. and true enough she dropped it when she was taking picture for me. thank goodness the china man who told her she dropped her wallet din pick it up and go.
3) once in hk she bought like 2 bags of clothes. she forgot to take them after we ate at a restaurant. so we went back to the restaurant to try find it but someone else probably took them. she went back to the store and bot the exact same set of clothes again.
4) in beijing. omg i dunno she is just oblivious or wat. see the dustbin she doesnt dodge. she just walks right next to it and her whole bag went into the frigging dustbin. not only that. MY SCARF that she was wearing also went into the dustbin together with it. when i told her "mom your whole bag just went into the dustbin!!". she got pissed at me okay she said i was irritating.
and these are the only four examples of the things that happened when i am actually with her.. i really dunno wat else happens when i am not around.
my dad almost fainted when he was scolding my mom for losing her passport coz mom just went "haiyah it's over already wat nevermind la. i am just blur what. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA".
so dad called me to complain. ya and i couldnt stop laughing. and he claims that my mom has alzheimer's. okay dad stop overeacting.
but then again. i must admit that my mom is capable at all the big issues. just not very good with all these mundane but semi-important things.

now i am wondering did my mom purposely lose it so she can make use of the excuse to go back to hongkong to reapply for her documents.
hmm..


here goes..
this post is gg to be about skin/face care..

thank god i am born with relatively good skin.. BUT my skin is also very thin and i get freckles really easily.. so if i don't take care of it it will still degenerate..

basic everyday skincare procedure:
1) wash with a face wash that is more suited for your skin type.
for me it's just normal skin. but there are people with like oily skin and combination skin as well. so if you don't know what kind of skin type you are.. pls consult someone.. like facial-ist or sth..
2) toner.
please use a non-alcoholic one because and alcoholic one will dehydrate your face. it not only freshens up your skin it also helps remove residual make up that washing are unable to remove.
3) moisturizer.
in the day, please use sth with spf and uva and uvb to block out the sun..
at night.. use sth hydrating or whitening depending on what you need.

this 3 steps is a MUST. kai please dun go "too complicated don't bother". seriously you can get good skin if you want.

and i do get pimples every now and then. please dun ever scratch or pop it. use a cotton swap and pour some toner onto it and press it on the pimple for like 20secs.. then do the same using tea tree oil (you can get it frm body shop).. now you can put ur pimple cream or pimple gel that you have.. the loreal anti-blemish gel and the clinique one is good.. it helps dries up pimples quite fast..

but seriously i think it's normal to get pimples all the way up to 20.. it will clear off.. so why pop it now and leave scars on your face at 20 when u cant get rid off FOR LIFE when you can just wait a few years and if it really doesnt clear off then go see a derm..


krunk was the boring-est and the most time-wasting party.
decided to go there at like 7 when kane was like "let's go let's go".
crap it was so boring everyone was stoning.
azfar and i went to get food and drinks.
and i got my alcoholic drink frm the "18 and above" area which was like guarded by cops!?
azfar stole the pink band frm angela and sneaked in with me to get a drink since we had the coupon.
stupid fashion show was supposed to start at 930 but started at almost 11.
tim's partner was like wat.. 12 or sth!?
chris did his signature stiff-hip-plus-pelvis walk...
everyone left after the show.
tim and i managed to actually get a cab frm sentosa without gg all the way to harborfront.

my voice is g-o-n-e. damnit.
mayb after i wake up tmr i will get it back.

omg i missssss edward i miss you.
he refuses to come back to singapore.
quit your fucking job and ditch all ur girlfriends and come back now.

tim i haf your bottle of wine rmb to take it from me if now i will use it for face mask.

btw bob died and now i have lolly.
she looks like a star with tis antenna thing on it's head.
hope it doesnt die so soon.


at kane's now.. just swam..
so cold..

today.. tcher's day celebration.. and ya summer nights did go to hell when i went out of tune for my "when we made... our true love VVVVOOOOWWWW" haha whole school laughed.. i saw jiayi laughing i also burst out laughing.. but seriously it was so funny la i croaked.. hahahahahahahaa

but nonetheless oldham (our) house won.. despite the fact that tkk's (kane kari vic patrick) dance was soooooooooooooooooooooo good.. haha kane was trying to teach me crumping in the pool..

anyway.. thank you to all oldham seniors.. it was a great job! =) for being spontaneous and esp to waileong and iain for bearing with me when i am a little stressed out and with a semi-lost voice..

haha KAI!!! was in love with tis starbucks waitress.. at liat towers (wheelock).. he kept saying she's so cute and smiley etc etc.. i went and asked her for number.. but she says she can't gif... (i'm sorry kai i tried... but her name's affey or erfey or effie or affie and she's 18.. still got chance kai)

thanks wl for the invite to ur place.. but wasnt in the drinking mood and manav said ur hse water tastes like beef... =S

now at kane's place.. the pool water's soooooooooo cold....

*some people shouldnt show attitude when someone's trying to say thank you to you =rolls eyes=*

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